Five Rules for Yes
 Chapter 3 of 4

Five Rules for Yes Chapter 3 of 4

Sara Anne's World Crumbles Then Rises from the Ashes

"If 'no' isn't safe, then 'yes' isn't free."

By

Donald Mallord

Author's Notes

Contents:parental infidelity, depictions of group sex, explicit acts between adults 18+, betrayal, profanity, trauma around a father's violent death, therapy, and elder-teen sex.

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About this Story

This is an erotic West Texas coming-of-age story about Sara Anne Willows, who just turned eighteen in chapter one. We were introduced to her mama, Sue Ellen, and Mr. Randy, a Tai Chi aficionado. Betrayal at home erupted at her eighteenth birthday; sex so wrong on so many levels that Randy opened his casita as a lifeline. Chapter two dealt with the aftermath and Randy stepping up to befriend Sara Anne. Things seemed to go well until a hot mic moment at school blew everything to hell and earned her a suspension. Also, Sara Anne is found in professional counseling sessions with Dr. Julietta Kline. That's where we begin with chapter three as Randy attends a counseling session with them.

The language is plainspoken West Texas English with colloquial terms and spellin'. It's brutal at times, humorous at times, and always from the heart, even if it's yer heart broken into pieces.

Chapter Three

Five rules for yes are forged behind a closed door.

The three-day suspension came and went faster than Sara expected--slow as molasses while she lived it, then gone like a bad dream once school swallowed her back up. She turned in Randy's punishment story. A phoenix that burned hot and ugly before it figured out how to rise without takin' half the world with it.

And to her surprise, he'd only circled a couple of commas and called it "imaginative, not bad for a troublemaker."

Made her think maybe she could write, be more creative, since it felt good to focus on something other than worries. She even started a journal and created a folder for plot bunnies.

What stuck harshly wasn't the zeroes in the gradebook or the whispers in the hall. It was the standing Thursday afternoon appointments with Dr. Julietta Kline that grew out of that mess. Randy picked her up an hour early at school and then drove all the way into town to Dr. Kline's office, mostly in silence. She felt kinda guilty 'bout that. His added burden of lugging her there, not to mention paying fer it, too.

It hadn't felt like a crossroads at the time, just another thing she had to do. But the Thursdays stacked up. One hour a week where she walked in with her jaw set and walked out feelin' like somebody had reached in and untied a knot she hadn't even known she was holdin'.

In the first couple of sessions, she bawled her eyes out as Julietta Kline opened old wounds, deeper than hearing her mama and Nico in the bedroom behind a closed door she'd been unable to open out of fear, images, and words from a long-past courtroom scene.

Randy saw the red eyes when she came out. Didn't pry. Gave her space over it. She'd let go when she was ready to talk; he knew that--that knowledge came from age and experiences.

After a few weeks, Dr. Kline started nudging about the birthday. About Nico. About the part Randy only knew from headlines.

"Bring him once," Dr. Kline had said last time.

"He can just sit. He doesn't have to talk."

So, Sara had gone back to the place she started calling home and thrown Mr. Randy's advice back at him--just one session, you don't have to say anything--until he sighed and said 'yes.'

The waiting room always seemed crowded, even though no one was ever there in a line; perhaps it felt that way because of old ghosts patients had left behind. Then, too, there was that smell like old coffee, minus cream, but doctored up with leftover fears hanging in the air. Randy sat on a chair, knees sticking out, hands clamped on his thighs. Sara fidgeted as well. Neither said a word, just a cough to clear something in Randy's throat. Although no one was in the room with them waitin', it still felt damned crowded.

A doorknob turned with a soft click. Dr. Kline's inner office door swung open.

"Sara. Randy?" the counselor's soft, friendly voice asked. "Come on back."

Randy reckoned Dr. Julietta Kline wasn't much older than some of Sara Anne's teachers--mid-thirties, by his estimate. Hair pulled back, sleeves rolled up in that practiced, clinical way. To him, she still looked like a kid, far too young to be a healer of tragedies. Yet there was a gentleness in her face, and he knew that she was doin' her level best to soothe Sara Anne's rattled heart.

Her office was small and warm, two chairs and a loveseat, a shelf of kids' books mixed with thick ones Sara had never heard of. A cheap lamp in the corner made everything kind of gold.

"Same seats as last time?" she asked.

"Sure," Sara said, dropping onto the couch, tucking one leg under her. Randy hesitated, then took the other end, as far from her as he could without falling off.

Dr. Kline settled into the armchair across from them, legal pad balanced on her knee, pen uncapped and ready.

"First of all," she said, looking at Randy, "thank you for coming. I know this isn't everybody's idea of a good time."

He made a low sound in his throat. "Ain't on my bucket list, no."

Dr. Kline smiled just a little. "Fair enough."

"You're here because Sara asked, and because you're important in her life. That's all I'm asking of you today--be in the room. You don't have to fix anything, or say anything you don't want to."

Randy shifted, settled into the couch, and stretched out his legs. "That I can probably manage."

Dr. Kline turned her attention to Sara.

"You said last time there was something you wanted to talk about with Randy here. You mentioned your birthday."

Sara's fingers twisted the hem of her sleeve.

"Yeah." Her voice came out thinner than she meant. She cleared her throat.

"My eighteenth."

Randy's head turned a fraction. He didn't say a word, but she felt him look at her.

"You told me a piece of that story already," Dr. Kline said gently. "About your mom. Nico. Wakin' up on Randy's porch after the party. About what you walked back into at the house."

"Yeah." Sara blew out a breath. "He knows the headline. I just... never gave him the rest of it."

"Okay." Dr. Kline sat back.

"Do you want to tell it in your own words while Randy listens, or would you rather I summarize what you've told me, and you fill in if I get it wrong?"

Sara stared at the floor between her sneakers. The lines in the carpet blurred.

"You do it," she muttered. "Just... don't make it sound pretty."

"I won't," Dr. Kline said. She glanced at Randy.

"If you need to stop at any point, you can say so. Either of you."

He gave a small nod. "Go on."

"All right," Dr. Kline said. She kept her voice even, not cold but not theatrical.

"Sara turned eighteen," Dr. Kline began piecing the background together slowly and factually, lining them up like dominoes on end. "Her mom helped set up a get-together, best friends over, music, folks floatin' between the two yards.

"Randy, your pool ended up at the center of things."

Randy's hands curled tighter on his knees.

"Nico--her boyfriend--helped Sara's mom with the grilling and the cleanup back at the Willows'," Dr. Kline went on.

"Ordinary things. At some point, Sara realized Nico hadn't come to the pool, and it was almost midnight."

Sara's throat tightened. Her eyes were fixed on a spot in the carpet.

"When she went to check on them," Dr. Kline said, "she didn't find them in the kitchen or the garage.

"She followed a trail of water from the bathroom down the hallway. She saw Nico's clothes, her mom's dress, and the shower still wet.

"Then she heard them in the bedroom. Her mom and Nico--having sex."

Dr. Kline looked up, checking in on both of them, then continued.

"A week after the party, Sara and her mama had gone at it over the back fence."

"Sara recalled she said, 'If I can't hold on to a man who'd rather be in my bed than yours, that's on me, not you.'"

"What the... hell?" Randy muttered.

"You need a minute?" Dr. Kline asked, looking at Randy.

He shook his head. Dr. Kline continued.

"Sara said her mama twisted the next words like a knife.

"Maybe instead of poutin' over that boy, you oughta be askin' why they never stick around you in the first place."

Randy let out a short, harsh breath. "Yeah," he said roughly.

"She told me they'd... done that. Next mornin', on my porch. Didn't know about the back fence crap. That's a mama gone off the rails."

Dr. Kline looked at him. "What's happening in your body right now, hearing it with the details filled in?"

He blinked. "My body?"

"Jaw, hands, stomach," she said. "You tensed up when I started."

He glanced down. His knuckles were white. Randy forced his fingers to uncurl, palm flat on his thigh.

"Feels like I'd like to go have a 'sit down' with that woman again, but louder."

Sara almost laughed, a sound that came out more like a cough. "You already did that once," she muttered.

"Yeah, well." Randy stared at a spot on the wall. "Apparently not loud enough."

"That line about not being able to hold on to a man," Dr. Kline said quietly. "That one's been echoing in your head ever since, hasn't it?"

Sara couldn't find the word to answer. She nodded, takin' a deep breath.

"There's a lot in this," Dr. Kline said.

Betrayal by a... father.

"Betrayal by a mother.

"Betrayal from a partner.

"Your birthday of all times.

"And the way it echoes things you've seen before." She glanced at Sara.

"You told me about your dad, that trial. The other woman."

Images flashed in Sara's mind--the courthouse slides--wide-screen pictures of her father dead, naked in a stranger's bed. The words crime of passion. Her stomach rolled.

"Yeah," she said roughly. "Felt like watchin' the same movie again, just with different actors."

Dr. Kline nodded slowly. "So, for you, it's not only about sex. It's about being humiliated.

"Replaced.

"Like the adults in your life keep replayin' the same script, and you're the one who pays for the tickets?"

Sara's mouth twisted. "Pretty much."

"And the ages?" Dr. Kline asked.

"Your mom being mid‑thirties. Nico being eighteen. Adult and legal, but still your boyfriend."

"Bout thirty‑six," Randy said automatically.

"No," Sara corrected without much heat. "Mama's thirty-four."

Randy's brows went up. He'd recalled that conversation before. Thirty‑four now, eighteen‑year‑old daughter--she'd been about fifteen when she got herself pregnant.

"And Nico was eighteen," Dr. Kline repeated.

"Same as you, Sara. Supposed to be your night."

Dr. Kline took a breath.

"Okay. I want to be careful here, so I'm going to say this slowly.

"Age gaps by themselves aren't always the villain. Two people can be different ages and have a relationship that's consensual and caring. The more difficult age gaps are the early ones--younger, inexperienced people with older individuals. Where dependence might be a big factor."

Randy snorted faintly. "Not when one of 'em's your kid's boyfriend."

"I agree with you there," Dr. Kline said.

"In this case, what makes it so wrong isn't just numbers. It's power and context. Sara your mom had power in that house.

"Over you. Over Nico in a sense.

"She knew it was your birthday.

"She knew he was yours.

"She chose to take something that wasn't being offered."

Sara's eyes burned. She stared hard at the ceiling. "So, it's not... just 'cause she was older?"

"No," Dr. Kline said.

"If your mom had been thirty-six and he had been, say, twenty-five and they met at a bar, that'd still be messy for you because of the connection--but it wouldn't be this kind of betrayal.

"Here, she's your mother. He's your boyfriend. You're in the next yard over, thinkin' you've got a family and a party. Your mom was the adult, had been through that kind of pain with your dad, knew the kinds of consequences from that fallout, and did it anyway."

Randy's voice was rough. "Feels like she stole somethin' from both of 'em."

"Exactly," Dr. Kline said. "She took what wasn't being offered. Fast, in secret, in a way that told Sara loud and clear where she falls on the list."

Sara chewed the inside of her cheek. "Five minutes," she said quietly. "That's all it took."

Dr. Kline's gaze softened. "And the message you got from those five minutes was...?"

"That I ain't worth half a hamburger and a shower," Sara muttered.

"That I'm always the extra in the scene. Never the main act."

"You were never the extra," Dr. Kline said quietly. "But I hear you. That's what it felt like."

Silence sat between them like a storm on the horizon, close enough Randy could feel it in his bones.

He cleared his throat. "So, what do you want me to do with all this?" he asked, eyes still on the wall.

"I mean... I can't go back and fix it."

Dr. Kline shook her head, caught Randy's gaze as he looked at her again..

"I don't need you to fix it. Sara doesn't either, even if some part of her wishes you could." She glanced at Sara, who gave a tiny shrug.

"Randy, you being here and hearing it is already something. Understanding this is going to be helpful to both of you."

"Doesn't feel like much," he muttered.

"Sometimes 'much' is just not looking away," Dr. Kline said. "If anything, what I'd invite you to do is two things."

Randy made a little gesture with his hand. "Shoot."

"One," she said, "when this comes up--as it will--remind Sara that what happened says more about her mom's choices than about her worth. Not in a lecture way. Just in the way you treat her. You already do a lot of that, from what I hear."

He shifted, uncomfortable. "Tryin'."

"Two," Dr. Kline went on, "keep an eye on how this night shapes the way both of you think about age and sex and power going forward--like with Nico and Sue Ellen."

"It's easy, after something like this, to start seeing all older-younger relationships as the same kind of wrong.

"Or, on the flip side, to repeat patterns without meaning to."

Randy's head came up at that, just a fraction. "Repeat patterns how?"

Dr. Kline didn't rush.

"When someone's choices hurt you, sometimes you swing hard the other way. You could end up escalating and hurting them back.

"That kind of thing is always evil, under any circumstances."

"Or you end up in situations that feel familiar, repeating the same sort of harm, even if they're not identical.

"We humans are funny that way."

She gave a small half smile. We walk right back toward the fire, sometimes."

Sara let out a soft, humorless laugh. "Story of my life."

Dr. Kline looked between them.

"I'm not saying you are doomed to repeat anything. You're not. I'm just saying it's worth paying attention when you find yourselves judging--or being drawn to--situations with age differences or power differences.

"To ask, 'Is this like that night? Or is it different?

"Who has power here? Who's choosing freely?"

Randy shifted again, the words clearly landing somewhere he didn't want to look at too closely yet. "That's a lot of thinking."

"It is," Dr. Kline said easily. "You don't have to do it all today."

She looked at Sara. Saw the pent-up tensions and asked, "How was it, having Randy here for this?"

Sara hesitated. "Weird," she said finally. "But... good weird. Better than talkin' about it like it's some gossip story and he don't know the punchline."

Randy exhaled, long and slow. "I'm glad I know," he said. "Wish to God I didn't, but I'm glad I do. If that makes sense."

"It does," Dr. Kline said.

"We can stop here for today. Next time, Sara, we can reevaluate how this night still echoes for you. Randy, you're welcome to come again sometime, or not. Door's open, but there's no test."

Randy gave a small huff. "Appreciate that."

He pushed himself up, feeling the stiffness, the tension he'd been left with. "You about ready, kid?" It came out dry with a slight cough to clear it.

Sara stood, red-eyed, wiping at one eye with the back of her wrist. "Yeah." She glanced at Dr. Kline and managed a croaked out "Thanks."

"Both of you," Dr. Kline said, "thank you for trusting me with it."

Out in the hallway, the air felt cooler. Sara walked a step ahead at first, arms wrapped around herself, the carpet pattern blurring under her feet.

Five minutes. Five minutes behind a shut door to fuck, and now it took a whole damn hour to say it out loud.

Randy caught up and slowed to her pace.

"Sorry," he said quietly.

"For what?" she asked, not looking up.

"For... not knowin' how bad it sat in you," he said.

"For just hearin' 'they slept together' and thinkin' I'd got the whole story. You had more pieces in your head than you let on."

She gave a tiny shrug. "Didn't know how to say it then." She glanced up at him, eyes red but clearer than when they'd gone in.

"You're here now. That's somethin'."

He nodded as his throat tightened.

And I better make sure I don't turn into anythin' like that woman--with age and power on my side and not givin' a damn, he thought, as they stepped out into the sunlight.

________

Dr. Kline's words about age and power and walkin' back toward the fire settled somewhere deep, a seed he couldn't feel yet but would find again, months down the line.

If 'No' Isn't Safe, Then 'Yes' Isn't Free.

By the time nine Thursdays with Dr. Kline rolled through like a West Texas thunderstorm, the worst of that birthday night had stopped runnin' front and center in Sara Anne's head.

It was still there, but it didn't own every breath anymore.

The space that freed up, filled with other feelings she'd almost forgotten--like how her body could still want. Wakin' up in the night, hot, bothered, a hand down there messin' around, ''til she found some release. The heat then would inevitably turn to shame fer it. Never seemed to be a boy--but a man--older and gentler--a man that holds power.

How her eyes kept track of Randy without her say‑so when he moved through the house.

She noticed the scrape of his palm at the small of her back when he eased past her in the kitchen.

The easy strength in his bare forearms. The way his "young lady" landed softer now, like he honestly believed she might come out of all this okay.

Mornings settled into a rhythm of Tai Chi on the grass, Randy more often in just old gym shorts, chest bare in the morning sun as he led her through slow forms that steadied her more than any sermon ever had.

Evenings, when school and homework were done, he traded the porch for the pool. Slipping into the water to show her the long, clean strokes Mary had drilled into him--how to breathe without panic. Riding every lap and every slow arc of her hands in the air, rolling her shoulders, and slicing off the wall like she owned it.

For Randy, it felt as if it were a chance to raise a second daughter, more than rescuing a neighbor's stray.

Between the cool drag of water along her skin and the quiet strength of his body moving ahead of her, whatever was growin' between them stayed unnamed. But it was there all the same.

For Sara Ann, it was a fragile and troubled time. School was there. Some counseling with Mrs. B yielded a sense of having a better place in school, and temper control also brought a new circle of friends into her life. Friends--and a lot less West Texas cussin'.