My (MILF) Exhibitionist Awakening

I'm a 38 year old married mum of two, and this is my first time writing anything like this. Everything I write here is real and true, and not something I have told anyone else.

Think of it as reading my secret diary!

I've been with my husband since we were both 18, I had boyfriends before him but have been faithful since we were together. I am a big flirt and a tease, but he doesn't mind that and it's just who I am.

I'm 5ft 7 with long brown hair, I'm a curvy size 12-14 (UK size) with 38G cup boobs and a cute face. My waist pinches in so the boobs do stand out, and are my best physical feature.

I've always had big boobs and have loved the attention since I was in school. They were the first thing that got my hubby's attention (and his friends!), and he still can't resist playing with them at any opportunity. I love to wear low cut and tight tops, it makes me feel sexy.

Our sex life is good, but not frequent enough for either of us. Life gets in the way sadly - kids and work pressures mean we don't often get the chance, which leaves me, and no doubt him, pretty frustrated. We used to be wild in bed, and I do miss those days.

I became an accidental exhibitionist a few months ago, and it sparked something inside me which drove me wild, and led to some interesting situations. It's ended up making my husband extremely happy, without him really knowing what has got into me. I'll share with you how it started!

I live in a small estate in England where everyone knows each other. I'm in a semi detached house on a corner, with other houses facing us diagonally opposite.

My neighbours to our left were having work done at their house, rendering and roof work. They had scaffolding put up, and big white vans were parked everywhere during the daytime.

I work at a school so I'm on my feet a lot, and after a long day carrying these heavy boobs around, there is nothing better than taking your bra off, as every woman would agree!

This day was like no other, the kids had been a nightmare in school and at home. I got back into the house, walked into my room and started stripping off - the dress came over my head and was thrown on the chair, my bra was unhooked from the back and was also thrown in that direction, and I stretched to arch my back without being held in - ah bliss and freedom!

I closed my eyes and looked up as I did it, just for a moment of calm before having to sort the kids' food out. I opened my eyes to find some lazy home clothes - joggers and a hoodie - and as I picked them up from the floor, I looked out of the window and spotted two workmen on the scaffolding at almost eye level with my window, just a few feet away outside.

I froze. They were both looking at me.

I had totally forgotten about the scaffolding and didn't think anyone would be able to see me, just as they wouldn't every day I've ever done this.

I was slightly bent over with my clothes in hand, but still topless and just wearing knickers.

I glanced up and they were still looking over but in a subtle way, or they were trying to be subtle at least.

I cupped my boobs and shuffled out of my room and into the bathroom. Heart beating and embarrassed! I did also feel a bit tingly though, it may have helped that these two handsome guys were about 20 years younger and in great shape - but they just saw me with my tits out! Stretching in front of them! My bare boobs and nipples on show for them to see!

Oh my god. Maybe they didn't see anything, maybe I'm just being paranoid. I put my clothes on and tried to forget about it, but it was a rush thinking that they did see.

The next morning I went out to the car and they were getting out of their van. I glanced over and they shouted 'Morning!' I smiled and said 'Hiya', they both smiled and said 'See you later!' and laughed. They had never said anything to me before.

Oh god they did see didn't they. I looked back and they were seriously good looking, exactly who I would have gone for at 18-20 years old. They kept glancing back and I did my best flirty smile as I drove off.

They were expecting a show later, what should I do?

I'm a married woman and very sensible. But I also have needs, desires, and a great rack.

I got home later than day and my heart was beating fast. I felt a little tingle in my pussy and my nipples harden as I parked the car. I had some nice black and pink underwear on that day - push up bra and thong, I just happened to choose them.

I saw the boys on the scaffolding as I started walking in the house, and as I got into my room I could see them clear as day in front of me working on the house next door through the window.

I felt a bit nervous but also kinda horny. Now was the time to tease!

I unbuttoned my top and took it off, then slipped my skirt down and put them both slowly on a chair by the window. I purposely went closer to the window than before and walked around confidently in my sexy underwear.

I caught myself in the mirror and I did look good - cleavage was huge and on show, ass looked peachy and my posture was helped by the heels I was still wearing.

As I walked past the window pretending to get something, I glanced and they were both fully staring, not even trying to be subtle. I love it. I felt so powerful and sexy.

I stayed by the window as I unhooked my bra and slid it off my arms. My heavy boobs bounced as they were set free. I arched my back and pushed them forward, then rubbed my hands up and down them as I stretched. My nipples were rock hard and I felt so sexy.

I had closed my eyes as I did it, as I turned to walk away from the window I opened them and they were both staring straight at me, big smiles as they enjoyed the view.

I wanted to invite them in right there and then to take a closer look and feel their way. God that would have been so hot.

I turned and glanced a smile towards them as a put a comfy top on and joggers and went downstairs. Still feeling so horny!

My husband came home later as the kids were in bed and I practically jumped on him. He is never one to turn it down, but even he was like 'what has gotten into you?!' as I kissed him and pinned him up against the wall.

Our usual sex routine is a boring quiet affair in bed. I couldn't wait that long. As soon as he came into the house I led him into the dining room and shut the door. The kids were in bed but it was still risky!

I felt such a rush as I sat him down and undid his trousers. He was nervous about getting caught I could tell, but I couldn't stop now. I started sucking and licking his cock which was hardening in my mouth and hand.

He was moaning as he groped my bare boobs under my top, which mmm felt so good. My nipples were rock hard again.

I quickly pulled my top off so he had better access, then couldn't take any more - I pulled his trousers right down as he sat on the chair and I climbed on top of him, my pussy already wet and waiting for him. I slid him into me as he moaned loudly, not excepting me to be so forceful and eager.

I started riding him, my wet pussy taking him as deep as possible, grinding away as my heavy tits bounced up and down in his face.

He was in heaven as he moaned, squeezed my boobs and took turns sucking each nipple. It felt so good! I bounced hard thinking of my fit young admirers, imagine if this was them that I was bouncing on.

Neither of us lasted long, he came hard inside me and I moaned loudly as an orgasm overtook my body, as I felt him pulsating. Mmm it felt so good and satisfying. I cuddled into him while he was still inside me, kissing his neck.

'Wow what was that about?' he whispered, I giggled and said 'didnt you enjoy?', 'God yes!' he replied 'I just hope we didn't wake the kids', I laughed and said 'it's fine, we need some excitement in our lives'. He agreed and I realised that I had an exhibitionist kink which needed exploring.

Hope you enjoy this first story, and if so, maybe I can tell you more of what has happened since.