Shy College sophomore gets help

I failed algebra twice my freshman year in college. My dad said he would pay for a tutor. I'm a 19 year old sophomore and I have to pass algebra for my major. So here I am walking to my TA's house freshly showered to find out about getting tutored. I have a bf and we have been together for about 18 months. He's a great guy so I'm thinking I might swing by his place after my meeting with this TA for a little romance hence the shower. My TA is in his 40's. He's super nice. I talked to him after class but he was busy and asked if I minded coming over later around 7pm. Sure, no problem.

It was getting close to dark. The beautiful cool evening was just right for a walk..He lived off campus in a small two bedroom rental by himself. I got some goose bumps and my nipples got hard from a sudden chill as I was walking. The sun was setting when I arrived. I was greeted with a warm smile and light hug at the door. I followed him into the kitchen. He was working on dinner and we chatted while he worked. He had just gotten back from the gym and was wearing a t shirt, gym shorts having just showered. He offered me a wine spritzer while I was waiting. We talked about his fiancé who had moved away to work on her doctorate about 6 months ago. They had planned a long distance relationshhe said but that had just changed. She had just ended the relationship because it was not working out for her, she needed someone there and had already started seeing someone. He seemed pretty torn about it and something touched my heart for him. Here is this guy engaged and his fiancé moves away to work on her doctorate and he stayed loyal but she didn't. Anyways, after he finished eating and cleaning up we went into his LR to talk. We talked about tutoring and how it works. I was on my second wine spritzer by this time.

I kept thinking about this poor guy who was engaged and had waited 6 months and now he's been dumped. It was really bumming me out hitting my compassionate heart. My bf would tell you that I am an extremely sympathetic caring person. Emotionally I'm a very mature 19 year old. My closest friends have the kinds of problems that drain me emotionally as I try to support them any way that I can. The wine spritzer was just amping up my sorrow I had for his situation. It would be tough for me if my bf was away for 6 months and then dropped me. I would have a lot of built up desire for him and the pain of the break up would really tear me up.

After discussing the standard tutor situation and how it worked we moved on to just pleasant conversation. We talked about a lot of things - family, the university, dorm life etc. By this time i had a little buzz going and he was drinking too. I felt like I was too buzzed to get a tutorial session in this evening. I told him it must be tough to have someone there for you emotionally and physically and then boom they are gone. He said it was tough because he had been faithful and saving himself for the next time they could get together. He showed me her picture and she was nice looking for a future PhD math professor lol.

After a while he gets all business like. I guess because I'm nice he offers me this special deal no specifics but I knew what he was talking about that he would do for me because he "likes" me that would help me with my algebra situation and be mutually beneficially. That's not the kind of person that I am but I guess my warm smile, sympathetic heart, petite 5'4" figure and pretty face with brown hair appealed to him not to mention he has been abstaining for some 6 months. He tells me I could make an A in the class without any problem. Now normally I would not have been receptive to any deal like I was guessing he was proposing, but the alcohol and the sympathy were really making me receptive not to mention he wasn't a bad looking old dude, not fat or unclean and then there was that ugly algebra issue for me. So I said it sounded interesting (not) and I would think about it. We kept chatting. He was a good conversationalist and we were talking and laughing like friends. I felt relaxed with him. He was fun. He had a big smile. I had another spritzer.

Then he leans in close slowly and I feel his breath on my face. We look into each others eyes and we start to kiss a little and he is kissing my neck and ears - gentle little pecks on my lips working my ears and neck. He leans back to see my reaction. I look away and say we shouldn't be doing this as those guilty feelings that this isn't right - cheating on my bf. That doesn't seem to deter him. Slowly gently cautiously he is feeling my breasts thru my dress watching for my reaction. I immediately feel weird since I haven't been with anyone other than my bf then I continue to think how I am cheating on my bf who I really love. At the same time there is this electricity going through me from the touching and kissing. No one other than my bf has ever touched me like this and he is a stranger almost twice my age. Still there is something exciting about this stranger twice my age too. The alcohol probably is having its effect on me too.

He keeps lightly kissing my neck, ears and back to my lips while gently caressing my breasts which gives me goose bumps all over. It also gets me burning down low and my groin starts to get that feeling that my bf causes when he is driving me crazy. My body is getting electric from this stimulation and I can't help myself. My TA is now causing this in me so I pull away to drink my drink. We look at each other examining each others eyes. He looks calm and composed with that nice smile. My eyes are looking all around as I am thinking about the hotness inside but then my guilty conscience questioning what is going on. He leans in again and gives me those light kisses. He starts to unbutton the top buttons on my dress. I grabbed his hand and told him I needed to think a minute because I have a bf and haven't done anything like this. He doesn't pressure me and asks if he can freshen up my spritzer so I finish the last little swallow from this one and of course I say yes.

While he's gone everything is whirling in my head about my bf, the TA fiancé situation, his situation abstaining 6 months and that sympathy thing hits again. When he gets back, we enjoy the wine and talk a little more. I'm glad because this is moving a little fast. The wine drink is good and I'm feeing relaxed, light headed and giggly. He tells me that having a bf is not an issue for him and that he will keep our situation confidential of course. If at anytime I change my mind, that won't be a problem and he won't create an issue. Confidentiality was important for him too. l Also that this will be the easiest course and 4.0 that I have ever been in. We talked for quite a while which helped me a lot to relax. That drink also had time to get me a little more giggly inside. Is it true that alcohol can relax your inhibitions?

He moved close again and began with the light kissing. He moved a hand to my chest rubbing my breast through my dress and getting me all hot and bothered again. My nipples are hard little rubber erasers inside my bra from the attention. We continue like this for 15 or 20 minutes kissing and getting gently caressed feeling very relaxed and only the sounds of kissing and a little moaning on my part I can hear the refrigerator humming in the kitchen. Occasionally a car drives by outside. He never rushed me and was slow and calm. I didn't feel like he was forcing the issue, just trying to get me really hot so I would cave. He unbuttons a few of the top buttons on my dress then pushes my bra up. I didn't stop him. He starts to kiss and suck on my breasts which causes an involuntary soft moan groan and his hand continued opening up my dress all the way to the bottom buttons slowly and I didn't stop him. I don't know what I was thinking wearing a dress much less a front buttoning dress to this meeting.

I take a deep breath. I look at my belly. With my dress open and moved away on each side revealing my plain college girl underwear, boobs hanging out from under my bra and easy access to the front of my body I know that this is now the point of no return. He starts sucking on my nipples (moan), his hand moves slowly down my belly tracing my skin to my white cotton underwear and he rubs my slit thru my undies which is getting quite moist from all the attention he has paid to me. I let out a moan and I'm sure he knows that his touch is driving my crazy. There is now a fire burning inside me down low that is going to need to be taken care of. I'm really struggling with my guilty thoughts about my bf and the strangeness of this new guy that I really don't know. what the hell I am doing here and getting myself into. I know I don't really want to do this and cheat on my bf but at the same time there is this sadness for him and the fact that he was dumped, has gone 6 months which does actually excite me knowing how good its going to feel after half a year for him and that his ache that needs to be released will feel so amazing. I watch his hand stroking my special spot through my wet undies. I know that I won't be able to resist him now that I need the release he has created in me.

So up to this point I have been just leaning back on the couch watching while he is getting me worked up. Instinctively I reached for the bulge in his gym shorts and started to rub it without thinking about what that will mean to him. It must just be habit from being with my bf, my aching need to be taken care of - must be the alcohol. Then my brain starts to go no no no you don't want to do this as I feel his hardness. You know better than to fuck this TA for a passing grade, he's a stranger, you have a bf and this isn't something that you do while another part of me is saying you got to pass algebra, this guy is nice, he is hurting losing his fiancé, he is really gonna enjoy getting off after so long and you are going to make him so happy or - is that your body demanding you do something about that need that is becoming the only feeling in your brain. I realize that this is what he must have been waiting for before getting more aggressive.

My hand is on his rock hard shaft and seems to signal that its ok to move into my undies which he does and slips his finger into my wet slippery slit igniting a bonfire inside me. He got no resistance from me. I moan and writhe as he enters me gently creating an electric pulsing desire in my loins and slowly working the juices up onto my clit which is the end of my resistance. I am past the point of resistance. I am 100% compliant haha. My answer is going to be clear to him soon about the deal. I groan loud. There is no hiding it. I need relief and that is all I'm thinking. Please get me off but I'm silent. I'll do whatever he wants at this point. He just rubs my clit slowly and keeps working the juices up onto it so it stays slippery while I open my legs so he can have access to my most private place and do whatever he wants. He knows now that I am his for the taking as I do this.

I move my hand into his shorts and get a grip on his firm shaft that is straining to get out of its tight restraints. I start to rub it up and down feeling the lube dripping out and making everything slippery in his shorts. I'm jacking him off All of a sudden he stands up and strips off his gym shorts and t shirt and sits back down asking me to suck him. He was waiting for this moment when he was sure I would cave. If he gets me to suck him off, he can have anything he wants. I shift around on the couch so I can bend over his lap. I take his clean shaven smooth rock hard dick into my mouth through my stretched tight lips. It is standing straight up and I start to work the head of it slowly up and down into my mouth while feeling his balls with my hands. The touch of my lips makes his dick twitch as he gives me a good moan. I can taste his juices. He tastes the same as my bf. He smells good and his soap smells good.

I have done this many times for my bf and think I'm quite good at this. My bf would coach me up as he says when we first started to date. I'm quite the expert and love the taste. When we are on a trip I usually will suck him off two or four times completely draining him depending on how far we are traveling. This gets me back to guilty thinking about my bf while I'm sucking my TA's dick but that need for relief makes me to forget.

He takes his finger and gets right back to work on my clit and slit. He knows what he is doing with the slick juices and rubbing my little hot nerve endings button. I am moving my lips up and down as best I can and have my hand around the shaft doing my 'jerk him off while giving him head' technique as he lays back relaxed with his finger in my slit rubbing my little nub of pleasure and occasionally moving into my slit to rub between my labia and using the slick juice so nothing gets tender. I'm moaning around his dick. He is driving me crazy at this point. My insides are erupting in full spasm mode needing relief. I want to yell fuck me please and fuck me hard, but I am silent.

My TA starts to make this guttural 'I'm going to cum' sound so I back off and go to work on one of his balls, then the other one. I work up and down his shaft. His sounds indicate that he is liking what I am doing which has been perfected from many years of giving my other bf's blowjobs to keep them from fucking me. That was a while ago.

Meanwhile he keeps working back and forth from my clit to my slit doing it just right to keep me on the edge but not letting me get off. I decide to finish him off and maybe he will do me the same. So I get back to work on his head and start jacking his base slowly. I know the head is so sensitive that it won't take long with a determined effort to get him off this time. As he starts to make that growl again I don't move off but stay on his head jacking faster and faster. As he cries out that he is cumming I start to tongue his head and suck firmly to catch every drop. His dick grows larger just before he blows up in my mouth and he came a lot. I'm guessing 6 months worth haha. His dick spasmed hard shooting stream after stream while he moaned and jerked all around out of control and I just keep sucking and rubbing his head with my tongue and don't stop swallowing until he relaxes and stops with the moaning and groaning. It was a huge load.

I sit up smiling at him thinking about how long its been since he nutted and lean back on the couch and he starts to move that finger again while telling me how good that was. He smile's back and tells me that it felt so good, that I was amazing and it was worth waiting 6 months for that ending. Then he stands and asks me to stand up and takes my clothes off. I guess this won't be a blowjob and leave type of meeting which is what I was hoping for to get this over with and so I can start to deal with my guilt. I took my dress off and he told me I was beautiful.

Oh, I forgot to say that I have a hairy bush and I guess he liked it. Any ways, he kissed me standing up and leans me back on the couch. He knelt between my legs and started to kiss my breasts, then down my belly until he was in my bush tonguing me. That really got me moaning and writhing. His tongue was really good. I was getting close and he would move down to my slit and slip his tongue inside me for a bit then back out and rubbing that tongue between my slit staying off my clit. His tongue felt really good in my slit taking me closer and closer to getting off. I was really aching for him to finish me. Just as I was about to blow up he would change what he was doing or move to another spot. He just wasn't going to let me have my orgasm because he wanted something else.

Now, I'm really hot and wanting relief and he is continuing to lick me and rub and pinch my tits with his hand. He has me past the point of no return Then he stands up and I see why he has been keeping close but not letting me come. He is hard again. He asks me if we can go into the bedroom and so we go. I can't resist. My pussy is in control. That rock hard shaft has to get inside me I plop down on the bed on my back with legs spread and he climbs up between my legs with his raging big hardon. He gets up to my face and begins to kiss me again and I have to say that I like that he was taking his time and not rushing along even though I urgently needed relief. It made me desire him inside me more. He kissed me, my neck and ears and breasts all over again while rubbing his finger on my button. I'm pretty sure that he knew I was ready to explode my insides aching for him to fill me up. Is he trying to get me to beg? No way. For him there was no doubt, I was his Bend me fold me fuck me please me. I'm yours.

Next thing I feel his dull blunt head rubbing along my slick wet hole and I know that whether I want to or not he is going to fuck me skin to skin raw dog and no condom. For just a second I thought no no no - I'm not doing this. Well the alcohol, my feelings for his situation, the hope of passing algebra blocked out this guilt that was in the back of my mind and I tried to thrust at him but he said no baby, we are going slow. He rubs that head up and down my slit then slowly pushes the first inch in and out slowly getting me moaning and almost begging for him to drive it in but I didn't beg. I moaned and tried to push up. He slowly worked the tip in and out and did it for five six or so minutes while kissing me and caressing pinching pulling my breasts. He was really good. My labia were so sensitive to his penetration. Slowly he started to go a little deeper opening up my slippery pussy lips with that dull blunt head. It literally took ten to 15 minutes before he sunk fully in me and that shaft fullness heat, it felt so good. He kept saying that I was so tight (hahaha they all say that don't they?) and felt so good. It felt good inside me sliding his full thickness deep in and out to the tip filling my 19 year old little hole up with that hard meat. That dick was so warm and I felt so full. Finally after the teasingly slow penetration he started to slowly go in and out, all the way in and then out to the tip. It was driving me crazy it felt so good. Slowly he picked up the pace and after about 5 minutes of slow relaxed fucking, he picked up the pace and started jackhammering me like a machine.

It wasn't going to take much of this for me to finish. After about 2-3 minutes of this I could feel the eruption coming. I was already close. My stomach started to pulse in and out. First I brought my knees up tight against his waist as the eruption built up. Then I opened my legs wide and put them up around his waist clinching him pulling him deep holding him deep, moving with his up and down motion. I started to push up to meet his thrusts, his pubic bone was hitting on my clit boom boom boom boom, his rigid thick shaft rubbing the inside of my sensitive pussy lips all the way deep inside me and then as I started to thrash left right up down - my insides began pulsing hard and this explosion started deep in my vagina and radiated out to my lower belly region. I came and moaned a loud moan that I was coming while grabbing him tight with my arms trying to pull him in and hold him deep. As I moved up and down with my pussy spasming and squeezing his shaft, my slick fluids flowing inside me, he kept hammering me while stabbing his tongue into my mouth in a hot kiss and it felt so good as I continued to orgasm hard still hanging on to him with my legs and arms.

This went on for 1-2 minutes. It felt so good and then he started to give me the guttural moan that I had heard before and then I felt his dick grow larger inside me just before I felt hot liquid warmth erupt inside me spurt after spurt, spasm after spasm, moan after moan for some 30-45 seconds. I think he loved it. HE moaned loud really loud. It got all slippery warm inside from his load. He continued to move in and out until he got soft spilling my fluid out of me mixed with his cum onto the sheets and leaving a wet mess all in my hairy bush and around my pussy and inner thighs. He laid there inside me twitching telling me how good that was. I laid there feeling that warm glow after my orgasm telling him that he felt so good. We talked about things. He was good about after sex conversation. I like that. We giggled, laughed, had quiet moments. He was really nice.