A Journey To Become My Crush

Part 1

This is my first attempt at writing an erotic story. It is a mix of Part Fiction and Part Non Fiction. The Names have been changed.

My name is Michael, a 31 year old man with a steady job, single the majority of my life with a rather unremarkable love life to date apart from a few lovers. Im 5'9 slim and attempt to workout when i can.

I'd met Yasmin thru a few mutual friends with her husband Matthew when we were at a night out together. They were both 30 and seamlessly fitted in with our friendship group and a blossoming friendship began. I would go over to there place and hang out and vice versa at my place. We had a heap in common and hours could be spent together which felt like a minute.

It was about a year into our friendship that I realised I had a little crush on Yasmin. She was super kind, has a great sense of humour and I guess id seen her in all different types of hangouts, whether it be house parties, playing social sport or night outs and realised she was just super pretty all the time and so easy to chat with. This was the first time I'd had a crush on a friends wife. Of course I knew it was completely inappropriate to have these feelings and I would never bring it up, I battled a lot of guilt for feeling this way.

It was on another night out, well it was our friends wedding where I had my first incident. Yasmin was wearing this tight black dress hugging her petite, 5'7 body. Whilst she didn't work out she did do home workouts and liked to go on walks so she did have a nice petite body. On this particular night I started to notice her body more, her b-cup breasts hugged nice and tight in her dress. She looked magical with her long black hair straightened. We would do the obligatory group dance in a circle with friends on the dance floor and I couldn't help but steal a few glances whilst she danced.

Maybe it was the alcohol rubbing off on me but when I got home that night I began to see some of the photos of the night come thru on the group WhatsApp chats we had together. I even had a WhatsApp thread between Yasmin, Matthew and myself where she had shared a few group photos of us together. Whilst there were 3 of us in these pictures I couldn't help but zoom in and focus in on her. Her great smile, brown eyes were so inviting. My 4 inch average cock was swelling as I'm drifting off to bed and I couldn't help myself but jerk myself to the thought of Yasmin. My eyes were glued to her picture on my screen. I'd zoomed in on the picture I liked the most to the point me and her husband didn't exist anymore. It had been so long since I'd been with a lover I didn't last long and I shot a huge load all over myself to Yasmin, 'ahhh Yasminnn' I remember moaning as the strongest cum released onto my belly. Needless to say I had the best sleep of my life that night.

The next morning I awoke, slightly hungover but more slightly guilty over what I had just done the night before. The guilt didn't help when i saw my phone had a message from Yasmin on our group thread 'Hey Mikey, pull up all okay from last night? Matt and I slept like a log haha, the wedding was so good!!. The best I could muster up was "Heya Yasmin, yeh much the same I think I had one beer too many though haha'

My mind was playing tricks on me at this time reminding me that I could've said something like "I masturbated to your pictures cause you looked so hot last night" but I'm glad that thought didn't prevail.

Since it was a lazy Sunday I didn't get upto too much, to fill the time I had done usual tactic to avoid procrastination and that was watching Porn. I recently had gotten into Trans porn and got more curious about all things cock. In those trans websites though the item that kept me glued was the hypnosis videos, in particular clicking on gay porn and whilst it wasn't my thing it wasnt something I must confess I did not click away immediately. It was the "Daddy" themed porn that would keep me watching, the stories where an older man seduces a younger boy, that younger boy almost acting all feminine in the older man's masculine arms. Weirdly being the 'woman' in the scene was what turned me on the most.

Even though I wasn't a younger man by any stretch of my imagination it became something more of a fetish I became more infatuated with.

A few days passed with the regular work, gym lifestyle I maintained. I always noticed the more I worked out the more my testorone levels would grow, which would inevitably make me hornier. It was on the Friday night fuelled with a huge boner I decided to take my gay curiosity further. I'd begun to wonder if I was attractive to men so I decided to take a leap and download Grindr. I uploaded a few pics, nothing too racy and with my face hidden. I got a few interests from varying ages but I did filter consciously for 40 plus year old men. I got one particular message from a person identified as 'Likefinewine', he was 51 and we began chatting with pleasantries. He eventually asked what I'm doing on Grindr and I mentioned I'd sort of got curious by watching gay porn and wondered what it would be like but also I'm not sure if I'd ever go thru it. He reassured me that it's completely normal to go thru these feelings as he identifies as bisexual and he would be happy to chat thru any questions I had. I mentioned playing the female role in sex had begun to really turn me on, I had sex with a few women myself but being the woman that was a new kink for me. It was at this point I noticed his language started to change, 'that's kind of hot sweetie, so do you like dressing up as a girl or just feeling like a girl?'

'Umm so got to admit the thought of dressing as a girl too sounds kinda sexy, like wearing panties, female tights etc'

'Wow that's quite detailed and would you like to dress like that around men? '

'Ah yeh in my fantasy I would be wearing those clothes around a man'

'Mmm wow well this guy finds that hot! Btw what's your name? '

This wasn't a question I had prepared for but in my haste and since she had been in my mind for a while I answered with "Yasmin"

"Ooo that's a sexy name! how did you come up with that?'

The fact he called it sexy and had been calling me things like sweetheart and cutie helped put my guard down and I was all gooey inside to the point where I let the truth out

"Oh umm she is the girl I have a crush on"

"Mmm you're a naughty girl! So have you fantasised fucking her"

"Yeh I have but the complicated thing is she's married to one of my friends so I would never put that in jeopardy"

"Ahh I see, so the forbidden fruit"

"Yeh you could say that"

"So if I asked you to buy some women's clothes, the one that your crush wears would you do it for me? "

This was an important decision to make. This man had got my cock hard with this conversation, I should've just gone into the bathroom and jerked off, released the cloudy fog in my brain and resumed my normal life but the Yolo thought process took over

"I would do that for you yes"

"Mmm good girl Yasmin, I want you to buy something that you know she wears and then come back and send a picture to me ok honey? "

I was in a complete trance at this point in time and felt like I was in autopilot

"Hmm okay she wore these black bike shorts and a singlet a few weeks ago when we went on a walk to our local cafe, is something like that ok?"

"That sounds hot Yasmin I get to see even more of that sexy body of yours"

The more I got called Yasmin the more I got further entrenched into feeling like a real woman, I didn't want to admit it but I was loving it.

"Okay I better go then and do it whilst I'm still horny hehe" as I bought into the role even further.

"Btw what do I call you? "

"You can call me Kyle, it was great to meet you Yasmin, you sexy little thing..."

Kyle had me all giddy, I don't know what had come over me but I really wanted to do what he asked. I hopped in the car to the local department store and as discreetly as possible bought the clothes I'd promised Kyle. I took it a step further and bought a b-cup sports bra and panties, nothing too sexy but some briefs. I was super excited to get home and get changed. Wearing girls clothes felt so liberating and dare I say it made me feel really sexy. Just having the panties on had my cock hard. And staring at my own ass in the tight shorts had me sexy as well. It was like I felt like I was my crushes sexy alter ego of Yasmin.

I snapped a few pictures and sent them to Kyle, a response came soon after "mmm yummy Yasmin, you look so good and look at that ass! You got me a bit hard looking at u! "

"Hehe I just tried my best to look like my crush! "

"Well she must certainly be one sexy girl cause you have pulled it off well! Daddy likes ;) "

Argh now he's calling himself Daddy and I'm rock hard myself.

"Hehe glad daddy likes! I guess if I can't have my crush the next best thing would be if I get to be my crush"

"Mmm so how would you feel about your crush being fucked by daddy"

" I'd feel a bit heartbroken cause I really like her but at the same time it would be hot to be her and see what it would be like to be with another man"

"Well how about I drive over there and you can tell me more about it in person"

I was in too deep now there was only one answer to this

"That sounds amazing daddy, I'll text my address"

"I'm so happy Yasmin you're into this, be a good girl and open the door in your girl clothes please x! "

Kyle would be over in 30 minutes, the butterflies in my stomach were strong. I kept looking at Yasmins picture from the wedding and taking myself back to our walk to the cafe where I was staring at her ass, now I was about to have a man staring at mine..

The doorbell rang and Kyle enthusiastically gave me hug, "Yasmin it's so good to see you, wow you look so good! "

His compliment disarmed me and reasonably quickly I felt quite comfortable with having a man for upto a few hours ago was a complete stranger to me.

We chatted like we were two bros if I'm honest, chatting things about work and gym etc. Whilst Kyle was in his early 50s he was still fit with a dad body, and slightly balding and 10-15cms taller than me. In all instances I don't think this is a man Yasmin would be attracted to but in my version of her it was.

Kyle began to shift the subject and asked if I was still keen to be Yasmin. I mentioned what turned me on the most was him talking to me like I was a girl and i loved the thought of being Yasmin for him

"Well then why don't you stand up and give me another look of this activewear honey"

I gladly got up and did a few spin around and even did a few squats, doing my best impression of the girls at the gym I'd seen"

Kyle stood up and so gently put his hands on my waist

"Now Yasmin why don't you arch your back a bit more when you squat, let me guide you down"

As I bent down I felt for the first time a semi hard cock rubbing on my body. The tights being so thin in material I could feel the shape of his cock on my ass, and I could tell his cock was much bigger than mine"

"Is this right daddy??" I squatted lower and naturally pressed back further into him

"Hmm much better Yasmin, maybe I'd need to coach you and your crush if this is the way she squats too"

Fuck I thought to myself, this man knows how to turn me on.

"Hehe that would be hot daddy, I hope I'm a good student for u"

It was at this point I had some background music on in the room and Kyle had now his hands and body pressed into my ass as he guided my hips to sway side to side.

My neck started to naturally guide back to sit onto his shoulder. My ass feeling now a harder cock on it, and I liked the feeling.

With my eyes closed thinking about Yasmin at the wedding dancing with Matthew in the exact same pose that I had been sneaking glances at a few weeks ago Kyle leaned towards my ear and whispered "hmm you know what? I think Yasmin might be secret naughty girl inviting an older man to her apartment"

"Hmm I couldn't help myself daddy you were so kind and gentle with me and are being so encouraging of me exploring this side of myself"

"Well daddy's here now to help Yasmin fulfill her fantasy"

Kyle began to lick my earlobes and in around my neck as my body swayed in rhythm with his. My goosebumps were rising, a part of me wanted to fight the urge and was scared if I went down this path I would never return to normal hetero life.

"You know you'll never get to be with Yasmin, so why don't you be her and let her get with a daddy, I'll take good care of your crush, be my girl.. "

Feeling Kyles breath close to my face my subconscious feeling took over, my face turned and our lips met, Kyles masculine face meeting mine, Kyles tongue slowly intruding into mine and my tongue returning the favour. We are now facing each other with my arms dangling behind his neck, I felt like a real woman in the arms of a man, I felt like Yasmin..

Whilst we were making out Kyle would grope my ass and feel up against my bra underneath my singlet, making me all the more hard inside, but actually making me feel all wet with my new identity.

"Yasmin you've gotten me so hard in your outfit, today I want you to suck daddy's cock now and suck it like you think your crush would.. "

I obediently followed my daddy's instructions, doing all the things for the first time, unbuckling another man's belt, pulling down his pants and seeing his underpants with an clearly traceable outline of his 7 inch cock rock hard. I rubbed it and made out some more with Kyle, remembering I was the girl and i wanted to please this man..

As I freed his cock I went to my knees and smelt the aroma of his cock, the smell, my god the smell was so welcoming! I wanted it so bad!

"Suck my cock Yasmin, suck it like she would. "

It was on that command I took Kyle in my mouth, feeling his hardness inside me filling my mouth up, my eyes closed thinking about my crush Yasmin, all my feelings were upside down. My overwhelming feeling though was I need to satisfy my man

"Hmm yeh Yasminnn, yeh that feels good baby that feels really good... Just like the good girl, why don't you lick the balls a bit baby, do you think your crush does that? "

Kyles almost teasing of me makes me open up more about her

"I don't know about that but I know you're a lot bigger than her husband, me and him joked we are the same size"

As I move my way towards Kyles balls, I licked the sweat off and licked up down taking one each in my mouth, they too were swollen, presumably full of cum,

"Hmm so I'm bigger than her husband than, so she hasn't had real cock then has she baby? "

"Mmm no daddy she hasn't " As I take a break from sucking Kyles balls to respond

"Fuck poor thing, well why don't you do your best impression of her and suck my cock like she was sucking you off.. "

It was at this moment I felt like I activated a different mode of my mind

I eagerly sped up my technique taking Kyles cock deeper and faster. Kyle had moved his hands to my head and was now face fucking me. I could not imagine my crush doing this to me, she is so sweet, so kind and so beautiful how could this older man turn her into the slut I've become.

"Ooo fuck yeh just like that.. Hmm just like that, fuck so Yasmin can suck good cock, she just hasn't had the opportunity to, you're sweet crush needs a real man, ahh almost baby, I'm almost readddy!"

I continue to suck Kyle off with all my might moving my tongue up and down his cock as my mouth copes with his piston like movement in my mouth

"Ahhh fuck yeh you slut your about to make daddy cum, I'm going to cum in your mouth, because your crush would only allow her daddy to do that okay"

The best I could muster is a moan in agreement with my mouth full of cock

My panties now drenched with my own precum as my pussy is soaked from sucking cock, just as my female lovers had happen to them when they did the same to me. Yet here I am...now a female.

Streams of Cum begin to enter my mouth

Salty gooey liquid began soaking my mouth, my mind numb and thirsty for a reward I suck it all out of Kyles cock and close my eyes and swallow, I cough a bit as the taste isn't exactly delectable and Kyle has a bit of a giggle.

"Nawww sweety you did so well and you took daddy's cum, such a good girl, don't worry the cum will taste better the more you take it, and it looks like someone made a mess of there tights" As Kyle stands me back up and pulls down my bike shorts revealing my grey panties covered in precum

Kyle pulls me in almost lovingly into some soft kisses "hmm Yasmin how lucky I am to have found you". Kyles hands rubbing gently on my face and tenderly whilst I kiss back running my hands thru his hair.

"I'm sorry honey I do need to leave soon but just out of curiosity and only if your comfortable what does your crush look like? "

"Well like she's 5" 7, long black hair, petite body, white skinned"

"Wow she sounds really good looking, I can see why you might have a crush on her, but honey how about you show me a picture.. "

I paused at this moment and looked into daddy's eyes unsure if I should. Seeing my hesitation Kyle reassuringly calms me doen

"I want you to be Yasmin honey, so if I see her I can show you what to wear and do for our next meeting, make you even more feminine okay baby"

Accepting his response I grab my phone and pick out a recent photo of her, funnily enough in activewear similar to what I bought today.

With Kyle re dressing himself and sitting on the couch I sit next to him and show him the picture.

"Ahhh wow, she's a stunner...fuck look at her in those shorts and that ass. Damnn I see why you wore the activewear, she's hot. Daddy approves!

I hand over my phone and almost proudly watch him zoom in on her photo, him gauging and commenting her body " Looks like she's got a nice rack underneath too, she has a sleeper body, I bet she fucks good"

Now being at full comfort I decide to let out some more information "well her husband Matthew told me he only has one round in him when they have sex"

"What the fuck that's a damn shame a girl as good looking as her should be getting it whenever she wants, damn the things I'd do with her"

Hearing Daddy speak about my crush in that manner is going to keep me addicted to his cock I think to myself

"Well this has been fun and I think you're just starting your journey to being a little cock slut, but what I need you to do is not jerk off and cum, I don't want you to come out of this trance, promise this to me ok?I may let you cum the next time we play "

"Yes daddy I promise". Knowing that will be extremely difficult considering the wetness of my pussy right now.

"And secondly send me that picture of Yasmin, I want to look at it more, who knows I might even cum to it as well haha" He says teasingly.

Kyle pulls me into him and passionately kisses me, our tongues lashing each other, his hands groping me. His hips begin to gyrate towards mine and mine naturally back to his, he lifts one of my legs up as I'm pinched against the wall "I think Yasmin needs to get fucked next time"

"I think so too" Is all I can mutter out as I feel Kyle's already hard cock dry humping my asshole only protected by my thin activewear

"Hmmm I'm going to leave you in heat baby so you come back to daddy okay. I'll text you again soon sweetie and I can't wait to see u again.. And also I want you to introduce me to the real Yasmin, she's a friend I want to make and get to know better okay?"

With my body in ecstasy, horny and wanting more of daddy's presence I obey my man's request "Yes Daddy I'll introduce you to Yasmin"

"Naww good girl I can't wait to meet her" As Kyle squeezes my ass as he leaves the door and leans in for his final words and whispers "I'm going to make her mine"...