A Song for Sissies

Chapter 5

Family Planning

"I don't have to do anything to get unconditional love from my parents. I 'earned' it by random chance of being born their son. But I crave the kind of affection you have to fight for and keep alive. I want a relationship that I have to sacrifice to earn their love. I don't expect my parents to understand that what I crave most is the affection of complete strangers that don't even know my name.

These men view me so differently than Mom and Dad. They know me as a tight hole to dump cum in. As the man I met 15 minutes ago penetrates me I feel my parents love turn cold. If they knew the truth, their eyes would cast down as they try to conceal their judgement. Parental love can't stop them from asking: What did our baby boy turn into? and Did you get that garter belt from Mommy's closet?

I imagine the shock on Dad's face as a real man shoots cum inside me. His seed has evolved over millions of years to control the female body and contains more hormones than sperm. Melatonin, Oxytocin, Serotonin, and Estrogen. Nature's love potion controls me and I become a victim of biology.

My brain turns off. My parent's judgement fades away. I'm alone with my stranger, and I earn his love as he chokes, fucks, and cums in me. As his hips begin to pump again, I realize he doesn't need to know my name to be the most important thing in my world. My purpose. -Michael K. Provo, UT

Ashlen, C. (2024). A Compilation of Sissy Voices. Spheniscidae Novels.

White bubbles of saliva coat the blue-gemmed butt plug on the nightstand. Its metal surface is a hazy reflection of my soft body connected to a happily married father of two. James positions me on his daughter's bed with my milky white legs pointing toward the sky.

Lub dub. Lub dub. Lub dub.The pulse of James' 8-inch cock echoes menacingly inside my 19-year-old body. His cock head is swollen to the size of a baseball. It doesn't rub my prostate as it thrusts in and out of me. It fucking pounds it.

My little hole has been stuffed with household objects including fingers, the handle of mom's hairbrush and Valerie's razor. But this. Holy shit. James juicy, lovely, fat cock is a whole different beast.

A layer of sweat coats my skin and my heart races as my asshole begins to panic and push the intruder out. It squeezes and presses against James' cock as my hole struggles against his manhood. Little does my sweet little asshole know that its protest further stimulate him making James moan and fuck harder.

The man of the household's cock forces my teenage body to make lewd sounds as we fuck. Sloppy wet noises fill his daughter's bedroom. He pounds my ass over and over again causing me to wince with anticipation of each thrust.

My little dick rests uselessly on my stomach as I have sex for the first time. The primary sex organ I was born with has no function except to bounce pathetically as James hips hit me. My tiny pink dick leaks a sparkle of pre-cum. My wetness grows without ever getting hard. Like a real girl.

Our eyes meet and James sees the anxious face of a virgin being impaled by cock. He pauses and leans in close to whisper words of encouragement. We kiss passionately, but gently. He breathes loudly as his tongue explores my mouth. I taste red wine on his lips that he enjoyed while talking on the phone to his wife as I drank his cum.

James cock is still inside me as he breaks the kiss and whispers, "I taste my cum on your lips sweetheart."

My hands drop his daughter's furry blanket and gently rub my stomach filled with his seed. I guess I should have known my first blowjob would have nothing to do with my penis, and everything to with a real man's cock.

I swallowed James cum to impress him. I want James to like me. I want James to think about me. I'm young and eager. I treat him better than his wife.

Staring into James' eyes I say, "I can taste your red wine." The words barely escape my mouth with dick so deep in me that there's pressure in my chest. James leans in closely and rests a hand on my cheek as he whispers, "At 19-years-old you have a few more years before you can drink wine. But I'm so happy that you're old enough to drink cum."

He's so deep in me his balls rub against my butt. They're heavy and warm with sperm that carry superior DNA. Strong men with genes like James are the ones that do the fucking in our society. They can fuck anyone they want to. But boys like me should learn to be happy receiving genetic material.

James spreads my ankles wide and asks, "Do you know what else you're old enough for sweetheart?" My eyes roll up and stare at him. I think for a moment, but my mind is distracted.

He continues, "You're old enough to take cum in your virgin asshole baby. I've welcomed you into my family's home and now I want to treat you the same way I do my wife."

I wait in silence and stare at him curiously. I like it when he says romantic things.

"Do you want to make me really, really, really happy tonight?" James says with a smile as his cock pushes my insides around.

His balls are a masculine mound of warm flesh that slap my ass. I know James sperm grows impatient and beg for release. They live to swim freely in my warm and tight teenage asshole.

Before I can respond, James with the confidence only seen in a father, reaches towards my penis. He strokes me slowly with two fingers causing my balls to rise and fall between my soft thighs dotted with goosebumps. My penis is shapeless in James' hand. His grip is like chopsticks that hold a barbecued shrimp.

Performance anxiety builds as he handles my penis. It looks weak and impotent. Now that I've taken cock up my ass can I get hard anymore? I watch my penis anxiously and stare daggers at it - telling it to obey. Aren't 19-year-olds supposed to get hard easily?

He fucks my ass more deeply again and lightly smacks my tiny balls with his hand as he says, "I want to taste your sweet cum Brett." Pleasure fills my penis as the thought of cumming in his mouth makes it come to life.

James pulls his cock out of my ass slightly to allow him to lean over and take my penis into his mouth. His cock is so long he fucks and sucks me at the same time. The warmth of his mouth feels so fucking good. The father's head nods up and down causing me to grow hard.

Well, hard for boys like me. My penis barely fills his mouth.

His eyes look sweetly up at me, as I begin to melt from the warmth of his tongue. I squeeze my fist around a stuffed bunny eating a big orange carrot on his daughter's bed and whimper, "I think I kinda have to cum soon."

James bobs up and down more quickly without breaking eye contact. I close my eyes and place a foot on his shoulder to try and free myself from the intoxicating warmth of his mouth. His large hands hold my hips and pin me helplessly on his daughter's bed.

Every inch of my body feels unbelievable pleasure and my vision goes black. I can't hold back another second and involuntarily scream, "Ooohhhhhhhhh fuuuuuuuuuck I'm sorry daddy but I have to cum!"

My tiny balls react to the orgasm by growing tight and shooting semen into the married man's mouth. My slutty little hole squeezes and tenderly rubs James giant cock. Not from protest, but with affection. James moans are muffled from the penis and cum in his mouth.

I am defeated by ecstasy. My limp body floats in a warm seltzer bath of endorphins. My brain is off. This is the best I have felt in my entire fucking life.

James approaches me with his lips pressed together. As he reaches my mouth, his lips open, and we share the taste of my cum. Our tongues explore each other's mouth as we savor what my 19-year-old balls made.

With each kiss my cum slowly disappeared.

I couldn't help myself. It was only natural.

I swallowed my semen down my 19-year-old throat until it was back inside me. Where all cum belongs.

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A ring of sweat darkens the bed sheets around my body. James cock is the only thing that gives my lifeless body strength. My brain is off. His daughter's room doesn't smell like perfume anymore it smells strongly of cum and sweat.

James startles me as he removes his cock from my asshole causing a rush of air to enter as I gape and wink with emptiness.

On hands and knees James climbs on the bed and hovers his cock wet from my ass in front of my face. A string of pre-cum drips onto his daughter's stuffed bunny as he says, "Your whole life has led to this moment. This cock needs to fill your 19-year-old asshole with thick, creamy cum. Show me you're ready to earn my love."

I look into James' wild eyes and then back to his cock that twitches an inch in front of me. I swallow loudly and pause for a moment with my mouth slightly open.

And then, I did what comes naturally for boys who seek affection from strong men.

I did what boys who secretly dress in their sister's panties do.

I did what you would do if you were here.

My lips gently kiss the opening of James giant cock. The part of him that touched the deepest part of me. My tongue laps at his cock entrance as it oozes pre-cum. I plant kisses along his shaft and show James that I didn't forget to love a single inch of his cock before moving him inside my mouth.

MMMMmmMMMmmm. Glug. Glug. Mmmmmm. Glug. Gluggggg. Blech. Glug. Gluggg.

I'm no longer sucking James. Or a married man. Or a father of two.

I'm sucking a fucking cock.

And my purpose in life is to satisfy it until it shoots cum in my holes. I will earn my reward.

I push James off his daughter's bed and spread my thighs to expose my ass. My fingers spread my asshole open further so James can see my wet, fleshy insides that beg to be filled. "What are you waiting for James?" I offer my 19-year-old body to him.

His cock slams back into my shit hole and James hips buck in and out of me as quickly as possible as he turns red and muscle bulge. He has no patience anymore. I know he couldn't stop even if I asked but the thought never crossed my mind.

My asshole is so wet from fucking it feels like a pussy. It is designed to satisfy cock. The bed squeaks and his daughter's headboard bounces against a wall with a quote written inside a heart:Beautiful girl, you only regret the things in life you don't do! <3

Our fucking causes my asshole to sound like it's gasping for life. James cock is trying to hurt me. Trying to break me for all future men. But my asshole has grown submissive. My body needs him now.

James begins to roar, and I rest my head on the bed allowing myself to be taken by him. The stuffed rabbit covered in a glaze of pre-cum is at my side for support. James pounds faster, and I feel his giant cock swell inside me.

"Ahhhh FFFFUCK YEAAHHHHHHHHHH," James shouts over the sound of smacking skin. His balls rise and tighten as he presses himself into me. His whole-body spasms and radiates heat as he deposits cum deep inside me. I watch intently as my teenage belly receives his seed and distends slightly.

James arms flex as they hold my waist, and he continues to fuck me hard. Wetness sloshes in my asshole. His masculine instinct to keep his cock in a woman's vagina after ejaculating to increase the chance of pregnancy applies to me as well. He slowly fucks the cum deeper into my 19-year-old ass and shows no interest in leaving my warm hole. I'm his.

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After a moment of catching his breath James reaches over to kiss me and says, "Hand me those pillows sweetheart." While still inside, he places two pillows under my butt causing me to angle upwards. James pulls his cock out of me and moves to the side of the bed allowing me to see my freshly fucked asshole reflected in the dresser mirror.

James opens his daughter's nightstand and pulls out a plastic bag and says, "The first buttplug I gave you to warm up is a little small now. I was going to give you this later, but I think I'll let you use it now." He pulls out a larger butt plug made entirely of glass. Without asking for permission, he pushes it against my teenage hole, and it pops into place with no resistance. Filled again.

His penis now appears gentle. My body absorbed its anger. "Did you really cum in me?" I wonder out loud.

"Oh fuck yeah I did. With this buttplug you can see the cum I put in your belly." James points towards the mirror's reflection.

The glass buttplug is a looking glass into my 19-year-old body. Normally it shows fleshy red insides, but now, its view is white from James' seed. The white color inside me is alive. The hue changes from white to pink and back again. My eyes look curiously at my reflection in his daughter's dresser mirror that's framed with photos of her with friends and family.

"The first butt plug I bought you had a blue gem to match your sister's panties. These just match my cum," James says as he sits on the bed. He taps the flared glass base with a finger causing it to goPing. Ping. Ping.

As the liquid swims inside me I point to the white lacy thong stolen from his daughter's hamper. James reaches towards them as they rest innocently on my hoodie and sweatpants making it look like they're mine. He covers my penis and balls with the lacy fabric and we both see the white thong match his cum. "A perfect match," James says as he kisses me.

His cock twitches and starts to grow stiff again. James offers a hand to me and lifts me off the bed to my feet. We stand facing each other and his penis stares up at me.

James wraps his strong arms around my hips and gently lifts my whole body into the air. I instinctively wrap my legs around his torso and cling to his shoulders for support. He effortlessly holds my 19-year-old body in his arms like a baby. I look less like a man than ever before.

I grow comfortable in his embrace and rest my head on his shoulder. His body grows warm as his muscles work to hold my weight. James cock pushes against my sweet little asshole right next to the buttplug. Both his cock head and the buttplug fill my entrance. He quickly tugs on the butt plug until its free causing a few drips of his previous load to land on his cock. James quickly buries his thick dick into my ass.

James holds me with just one arm and places the butt plug on his daughter's nightstand. At this point he's just showing off what a strong man can do that girly teenage boys can't even dream of. His cock is so thick and long it supports my body.

He grips my butt and my whole-body weight causes my asshole to spread so fucking wide. I look down to see if I'm dripping James cum on his daughter's bedroom floor, but his thick cock keeps it stuffed safely inside. His strong arms bounce my whole body on his thick cock. I am reminded again that I'm just a hole. I love it.

He thrusts his hips upwards to meet mine. The sound of thighs slapping fill the whole house as he starts to moan. My pathetic dick flops against his abs as I ride in his arms. My hands loosen their grip on his shoulders as my fat ass fucks his cock over and over again. My insides slosh with the cum he previously gave me. "I'm so close," James says out of breath.

His muscles start to twitch on the brink of ecstasy. My ass is getting fucked mercilessly by his huge cock. Before he can cum, James collapses on his daughters bed. His body exhausted from fucking me in his arms. I sit on his thighs, and I hear James say, "Please keep my cum safe inside you sweetheart."

Hearing this I squat on him in a cowgirl position and fuck his fat cock while making sure not to fully lift off him and risk his seed getting free from inside.

His cock swells inside me again and I tell him, "I need more of your cum James." His eyes stare at me, the 19-year-old boy using his insides to make him cum. James knows from the look in my eye that I won't give up until I get it.

I act like a woman in heat searching for her prize. "Give it to me right now," I demand. The words flow naturally from my 19-year-old mouth, "Your fucking cum." I'm out of breath but I don't stop riding his cock.

James abs tense and he groans and starts to yell, "Oooohh fuuckkkkkkk. Oh Fuck. Yesssss."

His balls tighten for the third time this evening and there's not a single thought in James' head except for me. A 19-year-old boy that makes him feel like a bigger man than anyone else could. His hands support my butt cheeks as his cock is twitching and he fills me with cum. My stomach distends even further with his seed. I earn my reward.

My limp body rests on his thighs, and I say, "1 in my belly and 2 in my asshole. Not bad for tonight." I'm filled with more love and affection than ever before. My whole body is filled with warmth as James rubs my legs and feels goosebumps.

James reaches towards the nightstand to grab the buttplug and knocks over a picture of his daughter in a skimpy cheerleader outfit. I rise slightly and as James cock exits me he places the butt plug in me again. Sealing his cum in me. I run my hands across the bedsheets to make sure I didn't leak any of his precious cum. James smiles and I can tell he is truly happy.

James gets off the bed and navigates his house to get clothed. I know I have to leave soon but at least I will take a part of him with me. I admire the beautiful white lacy thong in my hands.

"It's good you brought two pairs of panties. I think your sister's other panties are in the kitchen," James says.

"These aren't mine. They belong to your daughter," I respond sounding guilty.

I hold the panties and look at James worrying he'll be mad at me. "They look a bit wrinkled I wondered if she wore those before?" he asks me.

I put them gently on my nose and smell perfume and the slight feminine musk of pussy. My first time holding a girl's panties besides my sisters. I slipped my legs through and pulled up the waistband. I turned around and looked over my shoulder to see the white glass of the buttplug showing through the thin lace fabric.

I turn around to face him. "Do you think she'll mind if I take these home?" I smile wide at James with my hands on my hips modeling the thong for him.

"You know you're the only boy that I'm not worried about being in her panties." James says teasing me.

I look down and see the white lace darkened with pre-cum. I blush with embarrassment. James stands up from the bed and wraps an arm around me. "You can only have a girls panties if you cream them just like a horny 19-year-old girl." I immediately moan and start breathing deeply. James rubs my penis for a few seconds, before my asshole tightens around the butt plug and I shoot ropes of cum into his daughter's thong. The fabric stands no chance of absorbing my cum and the white liquid streaks down my thighs. James looks down at me and says, "They're yours now."

I cover my cummy panties with sweat pants and head downstairs to gather my sister's clothes. Valerie's blue thong had turned dark in a puddle of cum and saliva on the kitchen floor. James decided not to respond to the multiple text messages from his wife asking about the game he's not watching.

James drives me back to the community pool where my car is and says, "You earned this Brett," and hands me the plastic bag full of gifts he bought. I open the car door and place one foot on the ground and feel James push gently against the buttplug in my ass. His voice travels in the ice-cold air, "Thanks for the wonderful evening Brett." James fingers confirm the buttplug is securing his manly cum inside my 19-year-old body.

There's nothing worse than a winter night in Kansas. The second I exit his car, the thong's lace saturated with cum becomes stiff from the cold. My thighs dot with goosebumps and I hold the plastic bag of gifts close to my body. I leave James with a question, "Maybe we'll see each other again?" He doesn't respond but I can see a white smile form inside his car.

A Song for Sissies Ch. 05

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