Alexa’s Chronicles

2020 London.

It had been a couple of months at University and things were going pretty well. I had found a few places that I could really open up and be myself.

There was a femme night called "Femme Fatale" at one of the student pubs which was really cool. I was too scared to go out dressed up but they had a changing room where you could get ready. The first time I went in my usual clothes but since then I had bought a couple of dresses and would get ready at the venue.

There was someone really attractive who had caught my attention. She was pretty tall and broad, I had only seen her on the night fully dressed and she was stunning. Her name, or at least as I knew her was Beth and she was so confident, she obviously was comfortable enough to dress at home and come to the club. She was well known and always chatting to everyone, unlike myself who was a bit of a wall flower.

It was a Wednesday evening and Femme Fatale was on later that evening, I was looking forward to it and had a few butterflies in my stomach hoping to see Beth there again. I had said a few words at the bar but not really had a full conversation with her, I just wanted her to notice me.

I had put on a pair of white French knickers and matching bra to get in the mood, threw on an oversized hoodie and put the hood up so nobody could really see me. I put my dress and kitten heels in my bag as well as a tube of bright red lipstick and my makeup bag.

I closed the door behind me and left for the club. As I left my roommates were sharing a pizza. "Hey Alex, where are you off to tonight, I don't know there's anything on this evening". I froze like a deer in the headlights, "oh erm just going to a buddies house for a bit, catch you guys later".

"Oh yeah who is she?" They probed.

"I wish haha" I tried to act composed but my face must have been glowing red. I managed to get out the door and blew a heavy sigh of relief. This was tough work living a double life. I didn't have the courage to let people know this part of me, at least not yet, it was all so new and fragile.

I got to the club at 5:30pm and the doors had just opened, the smell of stale beer caught my senses as I walked in the main entrance, it was not busy yet with just a few people lined against the bar. I paid my entrance along with changing room and locker.

The changing room was reasonably spacious with room for about five people, it was obvious not everyone could fit in there and I imagine if you left it too late it would be heaving which is why I got there two hours before the actual event start date. I'd just have to hang around for a bit at the beginning but I was definitely not ready to walk in public yet.

The floor was tacky and I tiptoed to the cubicle and pulled my track pants down, I quickly pulled my knickers down to inspect my cock, it was perfectly smooth due to the home wax I had done and I loved how it felt. I took the top off and shimmied into my new outfit. I had a short black mini skirt which reached just below my butt and a sequinned black top which was sheer across the back and reached to my navel, it rode up when I moved my arms exposing my firm white abs and I liked how it looked. Once dressed I came out to one of the seats in front of the illuminated mirror and took my makeup bag out. The final touch was to apply a layer of bright red lipstick. I had gotten better at makeup and had given a slight pink blush to my cheeks which contrasted so well with the red lipstick, I shook my long red hair out of the pony tail so it cascaded down my shoulders. Wow, I was very proud of how I looked. There were some attractive girls at Femme Fatale, but I had a quiet confidence I was one of the hottest there. In my opinion it was impossible to tell I was not born female and on some of the main stream nights out I could imagine guys would chat me up not knowing at all what was going on. I had yearnings to one day soon be confident to go out and be liberated but for now Femme Fatale was good enough, there were even a few guys who attended.

I shot a final look in the mirror, spritzed some perfume across my face and threw my stuff in the locker. My heels clicked across the hard floor as I walked slightly ungainly down the stairs. I loved how they extended the aesthetics of my legs but I could do with a little more practice walking in heels.

The bar had started to fill up and was perhaps a third full by now, music was not too loud and the dj was setting up still. I definitely needed a drink to settle my nerves so walked to the bar and asked for a beer. "It's buy three get three you know" a voice came from over my shoulder, I looked back and to my surprise it was Beth. "Oh hi Beth, how are you? I'm Alex".
 Beth giggled "I know your name Alex we spoke last week remember, lol. Do you want the other beers it's a better deal".

"I don't think I can drink six" I replied.

Beth giggled again and said not to be silly, that we could share them. I was kind of flustered and had not thought of that. I agreed and we got the six beers, they gave us an ice bucket to keep them cool and we went to a standing table toward the side of the bar.
I gulped the first beer down craving some Dutch courage to help settle my nerves. While we made some light small talk, several people came and said hello to Beth, I could tell she was popular in the group and well known.

We spoke about where we were from and Beth explained how she had grown up in London, I could tell the whole city life was so natural to her.

"Is Alex your real name?" Beth shot suddenly, her eyes fixed on mine, the mascara lined her pupils making her gaze even more piercing. She had a slight curious curl to her smile as she sought more of me.

"Erm yes it is" I said.
 Beth said how it was nice but we didn't pick our birth name, maybe to 'own who I am' I could pick another, she joked and suggested Alexa. I had never thought of this but I liked it, I agreed and committed to introduce myself as Alexa from now on while I was femme.

The pub was filling up and we had raced through the six beers, I assumed Beth would want to get going to meet other people and said it was ok if she wanted to go, I scanned the room to see if any of the other girls I had met on previous nights were there but to my consternation could not make out any familiar faces. To my relief but also joy, Beth knocked my shoulder "are you kidding it's my round, we are drinking partners tonight, toe to toe!". 
I was having a great night. While Beth was at the bar I went to the bathroom. They allowed us to use the female toilets during the Femme Fatale event and I sat down on the wc, I looked down at my kitten heels and knocked my knees with my knickers draped across my shins. I felt so feminine.
To my alarm, I came back to the table and there were six more beers but also six shots. "Told you we are drinking buddies" Beth howled, slightly loud now as the first round of beers had clearly started to take effect.
We continued to drink and I could tell I was getting inebriated. It was great fun, Beth and I were getting along really well and I was starting to visualise asking for her number so we could hang out some time.

Beth took a slug of beer and as she put the bottle down looked at me again with those smoky eyes, "do you like guys or are you a lesbian?". She grinned.
 I was caught off guard and started to ramble about how I mainly liked girls but also explained I was dressed up so not really a lesbian. Beth found this very amusing and laughed to break my discomfort, she said how she knew what I meant. She then paused for effect and said how she was definitely a lesbian and smiled while she stared into my eyes. I felt my cock twinge and suddenly felt very aroused.
 Beth grabbed my hand and said to follow her. She led me to the beer garden and lit up a cigarette. I did not really smoke and Beth said how she only smokes occasionally when she is drunk and having a good time.

We shared the cigarette taking turns as we sipped our beer.

I noticed Beth was getting closer and our bodies were in contact as our hips touched. She had a hand on my shoulder and was now whispering into my ear as we spoke. Her mouth got closer to mine as we exchanged platitudes but before long we were looking at each other head on. Words had stalled and that is when Beth leaned in the final few centimetres and kissed me on the lips.
 We stayed like that briefly, eyes open looking at each other gauging if it was what each of us wanted. The feelings were natural and mutual. Beth, clearly leading the direction of events started to caress my lips with hers, she parted my top lip and pushed her tongue against mine, willing my mouth open. I could all but moan slightly which made her laugh as she nuzzled my neck, clasping the back of my head with her hand and pushing further into my mouth. I could taste the slight bitterness of cigarette and the spirit we had downed. I was intoxicated in all senses and my knees felt weak.

"Let's go, I'm not far from here and have drinks" she said softly. All I could do was nod compliantly but truth be told I wanted nothing more. I said how I needed to get my stuff and went to grab my bag from the locker. As I left the changing room I caught sight of myself in the mirror and realised I would be walking in public as a girl for the first time, I had not even considered it.

We walked about a kilometre to hers down the street lined with bars, people were milling around as the night was in full swing. To my amazement and great satisfaction we got cat called along the way with a group of guys pleading us to come with them for a drink. We both laughed and carried on.

Beth's place was not too dissimilar in layout to mine, shared living room and a few housemates private rooms. Mercifully there was nobody there so we could save that awkward encounter but I imagine Beth was fine with it as there was not a cat in hells chance I would be comfortable to walk in my own place dressed with another girl.

She grabbed a six pack of beer from the fridge and some water and I followed her to the room. When we were in, she locked the door behind her.

My heart was beating out my chest and we embraced, Beth was a good six inches taller than me and as my legs hit the bed she pushed me over so I fell backward onto the mattress, Beth followed down landing on top of me. We made out wildly, needily as our tongues danced across each other, panting.

Beth's hands traced my body, up and down my back and landing on each of my buttocks, she placed her body between my legs, prising them open. I could feel her hardness against mine as her pelvis pressed into me.
We stood up and Beth unclipped my skirt, then unzipped my top so it fell to the floor. Before I knew it I was stood for the first time in front of another human in just my girls underwear. "fuck, I want you so bad" Beth whispered with passion as she embraced me.

All I could do was place my head into her chest, feeling the same but happy for her to lead.
I helped Beth get out of her dress and looked down to see her black thong which was extended out so either side of the panties stood away from her body, stretched out by her cock.

A craving took over my body and I instinctively knelt down. Beth stroked my hair tenderly and asked if I was okay. I nodded, and pulled her pants down, a streak of precum glistened and stretched out between the tip of her glans and panties before snapping to the floor. I could smell the musky hotness of her cock as it stood just inches from my face.

My memory cast back to that fateful night back home when I had first seen another guys penis and this one was just as big. I put my hand on it, wrapping my fingers around the shaft and pressing my mouth gently against the top of the cock. The wetness tasted salty and I licked it greedily. I inserted the head into my mouth and started to motion it in and out. Beth groaned with pleasure, "uh good girl, that feels so good Alexa". I moved further south along her shaft, making a satisfying wet sound as I took my mouth off to gulp air and go again.

Beth pressed the back of my head imploring me to be bold and go further, I gagged slightly and pulled back, drooling down my chin and my eyes welled up, but I had to keep going, wanted to. I pressed on until I felt my lips press into her pubic bone. Her soft pubic landing strip nestled upon my top lip, filling my nose with her scent. I stayed like this briefly prone, breathing through my nose and taking it in as Beth gently moaned in ecstasy, the tip of her dick caressing the back of my throat.

Beth pulled out and I gasped, she lanced her cock back and forth across my face, smearing me in saliva and precum. She playfully grabbed a bunch of my hair, raising me to my feet and pressing me to the bed; as I rocked back she caught my ankles in one hand and lifted my legs, pinning them in the air. With her other hand she yanked my white knickers upwards exposing my buttocks and anus to the cool air. Another first, my anus open to be seen for the first time, I felt so exposed and vulnerable but adrenaline cursed through my body.

Holding me there, Beth knelt down and suddenly licked my petite balls which were pulled tight right between my legs. I writhed in beautiful agony at the pleasure. Her tongue snaked down the delicate line lacing my perineum causing me to clench. Before I could stop her, the warm tongue was against my hole. It flickered across sending waves of pleasure up my spine. "No I whimpered, I don't need you to..." she interjected with a shush sound and kept going, working her tongue into the entrance and darting in and out. Beth then wheeled her leg over so we were in a 69 position, her on top and effectively pinning me to the bed. Her cock dangled menacingly across my face and she nudged back and forth until it found purchase against my lips, inviting me to open. As I did she obligingly thrust her cock downwards, I could not move and she gently rocked her cock in and out of my mouth making that delicious plapping sound each time she pulled out. Drool started to trickle down my cheeks as her juices mixed with my saliva, filling my mouth with salty nectar.

At the other end, my derrière was wildly exposed as Beth had pulled my knees up in what felt like a wrestling pin from here she alternated between sucking my cock and tonguing my ass to devastating effect. I felt like I would cum at any moment. While my ass was soaked in her oral efforts Beth had reached to a draw and pulled out a tube of something, I felt a cold jelly substance touch my hole causing a contraction. Beth tapped a finger against my bum and then slowly worked it inside. After a few minutes of this Beth had two fingers, fingering me like a girl and just as I had learned to do in a previous life.

"Do you think you are ready, do you want to go further" Beth breathed heavily. I was there for the taking, totally submissive. I gave some grunt of compliance.

Beth lifted her self off daintily and took my hand to help me up. My head felt dizzy as I sat up. We had a swig of water and before I knew, Beth had pressed me back down. I always imagined it would be from behind but I was on my back, Beth moved on top and put her palms under my buttocks, locking me in place. I felt the hard rod pressing against the back of my balls as if foraging for the path. I don't know why but despite being so horny, my cock had gone limp, almost assuming the submissive role. Her long cock continued to probe, working its way down my perineum almost serving as a landing light until it found my hole. I had only had fingers until now and I took a sharp breath as I felt the girth of what was pressing down.

Beth smiled reassuringly and moved her hand to caress my hair. "we can stop anytime Alexa" she said and pressed her lips against mine. I gave a horny yelp to confirm that I was definitely willing. With that she made an almost primal animal noise of needing and declared how I was the hottest she had ever seen. With that she pressed inward and I yelped as I felt the breach, her head had made it past my entrance and had opened me up. This wasn't a position in which I had any control to move and I was worried any sudden thrust could hurt but Beth's strength was well heeled. We rested for a moment before she pressed another beautiful, rapturous inch inside.

After about five minutes of being still and smiling at each other Beth started to thrust in and out, there was a slickness and while I felt very tight against her wide cock, it was not hurting. Beth took herself out and I felt an empty yearning, she pressed back and it was easier this time. I yielded against her thrust, swallowing her up,  she went in further yet and I let another yelp as I felt her abs against my buttocks, she was all the way in. 
Now Beth moved her cock in and out, gaining speed. I could see her emotions getting more excited until she was now losing control. Her grip on my buttocks tightened, pinching my skin pink, there was definitely some fear as I lay totally at the mercy of her primal longings, her cock pressed against my insides causing contractions of pleasure, my belly was now soaked in precum leaking, a constant drip from my flaccid cock which shunted each time she thrust. As Beth neared the end I felt her spasm inside and suddenly a warmness flooded my colon as she came deep inside.

She panted and collapsed onto me. I contracted around her shaft making her giggle as she felt it. "Sorry you didn't come" she said through laboured breath, "I couldn't hold myself". I said it was ok but she shook her head and said she had a duty.

With that she rolled my shoulders so I was lying on my front and then she pulled my knees up so I was bent over in doggy position.

With amazing recovery, Beth had composed herself and inserted the same two fingers inside me. She made a forward and backwards motion, hooking some part of me that immediately made me buckle. My previous limp dick had grown erect and I felt spasms of pleasure. Beth expertly moved back and forth until I felt waves of pleasure reverberate through my entire body, before I could tell what was happening I had come onto her bedsheets and writhed down onto them, shaking in pleasure, spasming involuntarily against her fingers. "There you go" she smirked and kissed me on the mouth.

Beth clambered into bed and we embraced before dozing in each other's arms.