Inferno

INFERNO

This is a complete work of fiction. Prior activities in prior chapters will affect future actions. All characters and dialogue are completely fictional. Any resemblance to people living or dead is entirely coincidental.

No sexual activity of any kind involves characters younger than 18 years old.

This chapter can stand alone but is best understood in the context of the previous chapters. This chapter in Annie's journey is very long, it could easily have been two chapters, but the experiences fall together into one. Label Warnings:Women Loving Women, Human Bodily Waste, Rape, BDSM

Your comments are greatly appreciated.

Chapter 14 Assessment, Jo, Sara

I returned home about 2pm on Sunday after leaving Friday afternoon. I made my decision and I was ready to face my family. I parked next to Jerry and wheeled my suitcase through the garage into the kitchen. Kelly was eating lunch. She eyed me with the maximum disdain that one human being can have for another.

"Daaad, your whore got home, finally."Finally,Could I sense that she had some concern that I might never return.

"Kelly Delaney," I needed to nip this in the bud, "regardless of what you think of my actions you will respect me, what your father and I have decided is our own personal choice. I will always be your mother, and I will always love you, but you will not disrespect me."

Kelly snapped back, "You've been gone all weekend this time, doing whatever you do... and you think I'm supposed to be happy that my mom is not in my life because she's whoring around."

"It's part of growing up, baby," I reached out to hug her and she sat still, resisting. I walked over to her and wrapped her up and hugged her.

"Mom, everything was normal and smooth in our family, we all had our places, and we all knew where everyone was. Now Josh is getting ready to leave, Dad works all the fucking time and you're out screwin' around. Nothing's normal anymore, Erin and I are like orphans."

"Kelly, if I'm away from the house, it doesn't mean that I'm not part of the family. In a year and a half all three of my babies will be gone from the house. But you won't be gone from my life, it will just be different and we all must handle how different it will be."

Jerry came in just then and saw us hugging. He came over and hugged us both, he's a great husband. He looked at me searching. I nodded upstairs.

Erin wouldn't talk to me, and Josh was out with his friends. It was as cold a reception as I would have expected.

I was unpacking in our bedroom as Jerry came in and closed the door. He just stood in doorway, waiting perhaps. 'What was it like?" he asked.

"Jerry, I still don't think I can understand everything that happened. This lifestyle is so different than anything I've ever even considered. I know you watch a lot of porn so you may understand it better than I do but there's things being done that were and still are beyond my wildest imagination."

I continued, "I did sinful things that you'd never expect of me," I looked at him, "and they made me aroused and wanting to be more sinful. I want to tell you everything when we're in bed tonight where you can hold me."

I stood by the bed and began to remove my clothes, "Jerry, I was hurt and crying very badly. I hadn't screamed in pain like that since the twins were born."

I stood naked in front of him with two vicious lines across the front of me from the cane; one across my thighs and one across my mound and hips. Nearly everything else had faded away to almost nothing except when I turned my back to him a few light stripes across my ass and hips still showed where the 'bee sting' whip had hit me. None of them hurt.

My pussy and pubic bone were tender. This morning after I followed Sara to the bathroom to have her show me how she wanted me to lick her while she peed, I did the same except that before I did, she rubbedAquaphorall over my labia. She said my urine would burn like crazy every time I peed unless I put a barrier on the abraded tissues beforehand.

"Jerry, I was safe all the time, I was never in any serious risk. But I saw some horrible things happen."

"Did you have sex during the BDSM activities?"

"Yes and No," I replied. He looked confused and quizzical. I looked at him, "I think I may have an affair with Virgil's daughter Sara for the next several months."

I waited for his reaction tothatbombshell.

Stunned silence is what I got. I still waited. I could see his thoughts and emotions churning inside as his eyes squinted and his mouth twitched.

"That'snot what I expected to hear," he said finally. There seemed almost to be a sense of relief that I wasn't leaving him for Virgil.

"It hit me like a tidal wave, Jerry, I wasn't expecting anything like this to happen either. I didn't even know that she was going to be there."

"Three things that I found interesting, though; Virgil is very formal, extremely formal, about our relationship if it's even a relationship; I believe that he is still emotionally devoted to his late wife who died three years ago; and I don't think he evenwantsto be in another partnership-type of relationship. To use a bad pun, I feel that he's just showing me the ropes."

Then I added, "We did have sex twice because we were sleeping in the same bed." I looked at him, "but I would never leave you for him, Jerry."

I snuggled close to Jerry to bed, I told Jerry about my two days, while I tried to sort out everything in my head and in my heart. I said that I would continue to discover more with Virgil and maybe be 'eye candy' on his arm if situations arose, I smiled remembering his compliments about my naked body. I had agreed to allow him to use me at his will, including for sex. But somehow, I got the impression that he wasn't in it to have sex with me. If it happened, it would be nice.

Sara though, I don't even know where she lives, I must find out. But then it dawned on me, she probably lives with her father, duhhhh. She's been in Chicago for at least a year and just recently finished there. She's planning to move to California in the Fall so she probably wouldn't get a place of her own for just 6 months.

Tomorrow I'm going to have to speak with Virgil, almost like a suitor, asking him what he would think about Sara and me hooking up for 3 or 4 months. I get the impression that he would be all for it.

I must make a point to ask him also about his opinion on one of the key points for me; is sex better because of the BDSM-related activities? He'll give me his male perspective but maybe Lucia told him howshefelt. To me it all appears to be part of the foreplay because in most cases penetrative sex is not allowed. But there's a time-delay factor between the foreplay and the act. My body and my mind can carry an 'edge' for quite a long time but not forever. Both nights though I came back to the hotel room a blank slate emotionally. I was wiped clean. I don't know that the BDSM activities enhance the sex or not. I guess I want to know is sex more intense if BDSM is part of the act? Would Iwantto be fucked and beaten at the same time? Maybe, maybe not. Tied up then fucked, uhhhh, yes probably. Tied, blindfolded, teased, beaten and made to suck or fuck my tormentor(s); that sounds very interesting.

How in the fuck did she get her arm up inside me, suddenly jumped into my mind? That picture in my mind will remain with me forever. God, I came so hard on her.

I craved trying it on her beautiful young body. After we took our shower together, it was a wonderment to explore her body to see what turned her on and how I could make her squeal and moan so cutely. We kissed so much more than Jerry or Virgil or Tom ever did in one two-hour period. It felt like our tongues and lips were constantly discovering new exotic places on each other.

I know I've become demanding in the last several years, was she as demanding? Was she more submissive? Was she too shy to ask me to do things with her? Her 'lick me while I pee' comment led me to believe that she wasn't that shy? Did she want to do other more unusual things? Would I? Right now, absolutely, yes.

I noticed that her hands stroked and brushed me more than grabbed and held me which is what I've only been used to my whole life being with a man. With Sara I felt that we 'flowed' together in the same tidal current of passion.

OMG, I jumped out of bed and rushed over, took my engagement ring out of my luggage and put it back on.

./.

One question was answered very early Monday morning. Just after 9, Virgil's phone rang, I rushed to grab it before it stopped ringing.Sara.My heart almost burst out of my chest,shewas calling me!!!!

I couldn't keep the excitement out of my voice, "Sara!!!!! I wanted to call you so badly today," I blurted into the phone.

"Not as much as I wanted to call you, darling," she replied quickly. "I wanted to give you a chance to see your family off today, but I had to call you right away."

Did I hear desire in her voice? "Can you come here to Princeton this weekend and spend it with me at my father's place? He and William are going to Hilton Head to play golf from Thursday to Sunday."

"Yes! Yes! Oh my god, yes!!" I shrieked into the phone; I was shaking with excitement.

"Don't bring any clothes, if we must go out somewhere, you can wear mine." I had my hand between my legs pressing my clit and shaking all over in my desire for her. She said, "I want to tell you my plans and I'll need your help also."

"Is Virgil OK with you and me being together in his house?" I asked. I'm guessing that she cleared everything with him first. I laughed that I wouldn't have to make a formal request to him to date his daughter.

Sara said, "Yes, when he told me that they were going I asked if I could have you over for the weekend. He was all for it."

I was almost jumping around in my kitchen, giggling, with my hand cupping my nicely sore pussy lips. I wanted to kiss her and lick her lips and throat righthrough the phone.

"If some nasty bitch didn't hurt my lady parts so badly last Saturday, I'd have you in my hand listening to me stroke myself to orgasm right now, Miss Sara. But I can barely touch myself."

A very pregnant pause...... did I say something wrong? Softly Sara said, "Annie, I wantyouto hurtmethis weekend." I clutched the phone to my breast and pinched my left nipple making me squeeze inside. FUCK!! If I wasn't so sore......

"Sara, I can't wait, I am so fucking turned on and horny just thinking about us."

I was totally shocked, where had I been hiding this sapphic desire my whole life? I really, really, really wanted to have sex with Sara. My emotions and body were reacting the same way they did when I was 20 and had just begun dating Jerry. After we had sex for the first time, I just wanted him inside me every minute of the day. I felt the same desire for Sara right now at this minute.

She cooed through the phone to me, "Stay that way, baby. I love you being needy, my body needs yours against it."

FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, my heart was thumping and my breathing gasped in just hearing Sara speak.

On that lovely high note my week began. I laughed at myself, deciding what to wear would be easy.

./.

The rest of the Penn family called me an hour later.

"Are you still trying to seduce my daughter?"

"Sir, again it wasshe, that calledmetoday. If I may be so blunt, it appears that I am the object of your daughter's lust. However, she beat me to it, it would only have been a matter of a few hours before I laid my beating heart in her hands."

I continued, "If I'm not mistaken,Sir(sly emphasis), it wasyouthat threw us together last Saturday night. I'm just an innocent victim of Stockholm Syndrome."

"Very quick, Annie." I heard a smile at the other end of the line. "Seriously though I think that each of you has a lot to offer the other. Sara has a good amount of experience as a woman, as a submissive, as an object, and as I saw last Saturday, as a Top. You have a vast reservoir of strength and wit as well as other womanly experiences where Sara has much less."

Now I was addressing Sara's father. "Virgil, I accept and understand that I have given my body to you for you to use. I want you to know that for the short while Sara is here, I will be giving her my heart as well as my body."

God this was so complex.

"OK, if I must." There was humor there. "She and I will divvy your availability up at home and tell you who you're going to be with."

"Sir, I am putty in your hands"

"Well said, little one. Now, furthering your education.. sex!"

Whoa, he had been reading my mind.

"Sir, I was going to bring up that very subject today but like your daughter you beat me there. May I begin?"

"You have my permission."

"I must tell you that what Sara did to me to make me come last weekend was one of the most powerful experiences of my entire life. The very act as well as the eroticism she brought to it rocked my world. I will never ever forget it. I still tingle thinking about it."

"You two were beautifully sexy and gorgeous during that scene, together you were everyone's wet dream. I was so proud of both of you."

He was very good with words I must say.

Virgil continued, "If you remember you gave me the GREEN light to allow others to use you sexually." He paused.

I remembered but was glad that I had stopped everything. Being used that way would have been a downer after everything else.

"I do recall that, Sir. I meant it at the time but given how intense everything was I am happy that it didn't occur then."

"If there is real consideration for the submissive in any scene," Virgil replied, "there is often a 'break' from the brutal activities where the submissive is pleasured by the dominant. It may be to increase the arousal level without an orgasm to increase the tension, or it may be like what Sara did to you. Whichever it is, it's at the Dominant's pleasure."

He said, "However the scene or the dominant involved may have no consideration at all for the submissive and simply want to hurt her or to defile her. His goal may be complete degradation. He or she may use sexual acts to make the scene even more degrading or he or she may want to use the submissive simply to get off making her just a receptacle.

Last weekend I wanted to test your strength in a difficult situation."

I interjected, "I failed you, Sir."

"No, you didn't, little one, we set up your last test intentionally so that you would not be able to complete it. I had Sara stand with the rope betweenherlegs near that wall to see how high I had put the last knot so that there would be no way for you to succeed."

I was started to cry on my end, the FUCKERS!! Both were playing with my emotions; now I was mad at them. How dare they set me up to fail. "Why did you want me to fail, Sir?"

"Your safe word is there to be used; smart people use it when they recognize that enough is enough.Youlooked at the situation, andyoudetermined that it was impossible for you and thatyou'dhad enough. You've made good decisions all along the way, Annie."

I immediately noticed when he was speaking to me, Annie, the woman who was ultimately in control instead of the object to be used.

"I understand, Sir, and thank you."

"Would you have enjoyed pleasuring that crowd with your mouth? We didn't think so, it was the right time to end everything."

"But," he added, "sexispart of the whole milieu, it's imbedded in all the activities. Here's a decision for you to consider, Annie. How far do you want to allow your body to be used for sex?"

This was exactly where I was at. I didn't know. I'd love to have Sara use me any way she wanted to do it. Virgil, I know, would be comfortable and aggressive. I could trust both I thought, so what was he asking me?

"Sir, I am very comfortable in any sexual situation with you or Sara. Are you asking about having others join you or... replace you? William joined you when you raped me and you had my husband join in as well. 'Til that night I had never been with more than one man in my entire life, Jerry. Both the situation as well as the variety of the acts you forced on me there was more erotic than anything I've ever experienced."

"Continue," he said.

"From my own perspective plus what I've heard, albeit second hand, a woman can take a lot of men inside her during a given scene; gangbangs I've heard can be huge. Having two or three men inside me at once seems like it could be possible. I think that you may have seen that Jerry and I are comfortable with anal sex. I could see being penetrated by two men between my legs, if it was done gently, while I service another, man or woman, with my mouth."

"Good, that seems to be an honest appreciation from you," he said, "but let me throw a wrinkle at you. What if I wasn't there?"

Shock, why wouldn't he be there? By myself, by choice? IneedVirgil, or Sara, by me.

"Sir, are you asking would I go to these places and events on my own? I very highly doubt it. Are you asking would I go alone if you told me to go, then I'm very conflicted." I immediately thought of Jo and her partner, her Master, where he 'sold' her. I continued, "I would go if you instructed me to do it. Honestly though without your protection I'd be scared shitless. I must add that I'd only do it if I had your assurances that I would be as safe there without you as I would be if you were there." I had to ask this, "I'd be your whore then, wouldn't I?"

"Yes, that's exactly what you'd be, Annie."

OMG, I know deep in my innermost self that I am a whore, I've always known that. I took a baby step this past Friday while he was there to watch me whore myself out to that group of men in the dark alley, and he knows that I'm intrigued by the fantasy he put in my mind of being locked up with a group of degenerates who want to rape me.

In addition, I just told him that I was OK being used by several and possibly many more than several men at once.

This was important and it would make my decision, "Would you hate me or have less respect for me, want to protect me less, if I was just a body for you to whore out? I'm very comfortable in the cocoon of your protection, Sir, no matter what activities we're doing."

"Here's my dilemma," Virgil replied, "I've heard and understood what your fantasies and desires are, Annie. But Iamresponsible for you and your safety, I promised both to you and to your husband that you would always be safe."

"The reasons that I bring this up, Annie, are twofold. You seem interested in the next step in your journeyand... you made quite the impression last Saturday night on Mistress Vanessa and on many in the audience. Your services, to coin a phrase, seem to be highly in demand."

WHATTT?? This never occurred to me at any time,

"Do you remember how Sara introduced herself to the group? She has been a submissive to many of them including Mistress Vanessa. Some have had sex with her numerous times she's told me. Some have just used her body as an object while having sex with others, a husband and wife for example. She made the decision to go alone without my protection."

Was he happy with her decision? Now, I really must have a girl-to-girl talk with Sara this weekend. Before that....

"Sir, I acknowledge my 'sluthood' and the fact that I am a whore. Idowant to be whored out; I find the idea exceedingly erotic." Saying that made me tingle all over and feel so very sinful at the same time; my nipples ached as I pictured myself back in that dark alley again.