The Sarah & Mark Series

Sarah & Mark (Book 1)

Chapter 1

My name is Sarah, and this is my story of discovering sex and becoming the woman I am today. I was born in the late nineties in England. My family is a mix of British on my mother's side and Dutch on my father's side. I consider myself fairly average in terms of my looks, size, shape, and all the things people judge. I topped out at 5ft 8in and have thankfully inherited good genes, with an athletic, shapely figure. The only thing I'd like to change is my boobs, which are a B-cup. I think I'd like to go up one size, though my husband loves my 'Perky Bees'.

My parents were deeply involved in the Jewish community and were very strict. My younger years were centred on school, badminton and family or community events. I never even considered sex, boys, or nudity. I think before I was 18, I'd only seen myself naked. I'm not exaggerating. No family, friends, classmates, nobody.

It wasn't until college that I had my own computer and a proper smartphone. I had to use the family computer in our lounge, and my father, being an IT geek, had things set up to stop me from accidentally seeing anything inappropriate. My phone was always a basic one that did calls and messages and maybe a simple snake game, but some of that is down to the fact that smart phones were only becoming common as I hit 18. My parents would put money into an account for me to access when I was married, saying it was money better spent than wasting it on phones that would be stolen or outdated in a year.

I was in my own mind quite the rebel and would usually try to fight against whatever my parents wanted me to do, but I rarely got my way, and actually would back out of any confrontation. My father was a military man all his life in the Royal Air Force, but not as a pilot or something cool; he was an engineer who oversaw teams that fixed complex aircraft electronics. He had a good rank and decent pay. Plus, because he was the liaison to Rolls Royce, who made the engines, we didn't need to move about the world as he needed to be able to get to Bristol in a couple of hours or less.

My circle of friends was mostly in a similar position, so sex wasn't a thing. I knew the biology of it, but it was just that, boring biology. It all changed in the summer between my A-Levels and joining the Army when a new friend led me down the path of checking out guys and wanting to see them naked.

One of my uncles sadly passed away in early August 2006. Long story short, my parents flew off to Rotterdam to manage things and the funeral, meaning they would be away for 7 weeks in the summer. I would enter my first year of army induction in late October and also have my 19th birthday the day before they returned. So I got to stay with Anika and her family for two full weeks in their fancy home. Anika had already started university as she is 6 months older than me. I didn't know her too well, but our fathers had worked together for over 10 years, so I knew the family enough. He was also an RAF engineer but, being older, had since retired and moved to work for a private company down south. The best thing, though, is that they had a swimming pool, pool house with a Jacuzzi, and a huge plasma screen TV (this was when they cost ten times what they cost now). Her mother, who is a doctor, is super nice, and they said they are happy Anika will have a friend for the next few weeks of university holidays who "Won't lead her astray!" before she leaves for her second year at university. Anika even said she wasn't allowed to be with certain girls she knew from school as she got into lots of trouble last summer. Despite being 18 since February, she was still under her parents' rules, mostly I guessed as they held the purse-strings to university.

Once I was settled in (I was sharing with Anika), we were chatting about the pool. She was wanting to have a small pool party. When asked, I showed Anika my swimsuit, and she said I would look stupid wearing a swimsuit with the old-school patch on it. She also said it looks dorky! So Anika showed me some of her swimwear, offering for me to borrow one.

I hardly knew her, but she kept getting naked to show me her next costume. I kept looking away, and she teased me for being a prude. "When you get into the Army, Sarah, you will be naked around all the other women recruits all the time, I bet!"

She had a lot more curves than me, but I remember thinking she might still be behind in puberty as she had nearly no hair between her legs. Of course, I found out later she shaved and used creams to just keep a little tuft of hair. My naivety really came through, but it was also a sign that I'd never really seen what's on the internet.

Then for the rest of the evening in our room, she was walking about naked or in just her pyjama shorts, and I didn't know where to look. I said to her that the swim costumes might be too big as she has bigger breasts than me? I told her also that my parents wouldn't approve of them as they are too bright and most have a thong back! She just laughed and said she wouldn't tell if I didn't.

On the second morning I was there, Anika told me at breakfast she had invited friends over to swim that day. So I had better not be my usual dorky self. She could be mean sometimes. She then later said sorry as I nearly cried, and she saw it. I thought races would be fun in the pool, but Anika said that is for school and is not at all fun. She kept saying I wasn't going to last five minutes in the Army being such a wuss. She was going to toughen me up, though, and make sure I was ready.

Anyway, I soon found myself changing in front of Anika into one of her swimsuits as she stood naked in front of me watching. I kept instinctively covering my 'bits,' and she told me to stop it as it was embarrassing for all women everywhere! Each time she would look at me and say, "No, let's try a different one!" Her bossiness not really giving me a choice. The problem was the one-piece suits cut me in half as I was too tall, and the two-piece ones were too big around my boobs. By the end of the pile of six or seven, she eventually had me put the first one on again. Typical, the bikini was hers from a few years before, so it fitted okay top and bottom, but was a bit dull. I also noticed that so many changes got me more comfortable being nude with another female in the room.

The one picked was pink and pale blue, not too skimpy in real terms, but for me, back then, I felt naked. In hindsight, it likely suited me. Her tops were ever so slightly too big, but by tightening the neck strap, I was able to stay fully covered. So I've read enough to know people will want to know what I look like.

Anika is a petite and curvy 5ft 3 or 4, I'd guess, with what the label said was a D cup. She has big pouty lips and a round bottom. Looking back, she must have been a teenage boy's wet dream. She was sassy and walked about like she was on a catwalk, whilst owning the building. She was like an Instagram babe before there was such a thing. She would bound from room to room, all confident, and just get on with what she wanted to do without a care in the world.

So my awakening happened about 45 minutes into the pool party. About 10 others had arrived. Six boys, all from Anika's school year, and four girls. Some looked to be couples, and two of the boys were gay, but not a couple. I'd never really met openly gay people before. I'd seen them on TV, etc., but never chatted to them and was weirded out at first. I blame my parents for that, and the military still frowned upon it even though you could now be gay in the military. But I soon realised they were nice and fun and helped pull me into the group conversations rather than hanging mostly on the side-lines. After an hour or so, people started heading into the pool house to change into swimsuits. It was just Max left in his clothes; he'd been working for his dad that morning doing scaffolding, so wanted to go last so he could shower first.

People were also going into the house, in and out the kitchen chatting, drinking fizzy drinks and listening to music. Anika then came over and grabbed my hand, literally dragging me to the pool house. I tried to ask what she was doing and she told me to be quiet. Anika checked to see if anybody was watching us and as I went to ask again what was going on as we went down the back side of the building and she put her hand over my mouth. She swore at me under her breath and whispered that I shut the fuck up. We didn't swear in our house so I was taken aback. I kind of obeyed as we went to the far end of the narrow mud path that sat between the boundary fence and the pool house. So we sneak down between the wall and fence, me more worried about spiders, but Anika is grinning and very excited.

We arrive where there is a vent up high and Anika quietly moves a huge upside down plant pot, climbs up and adjusts the louvers slowly. The vent is quite small, maybe 15cm tall and 30cm wide and seems to be for ventilation but is worn and flimsy.

Anika waits for about a minute then looks down, giving me a thumbs up. She climbs down and all but pushes me up to look inside. I don't remember what I was expecting back then but what I saw was Max in the changing/shower area undressing, the shower already running. He was already down to just his socks and underwear. I looked at Anika with likely some kind of horrified expression and she just pointed towards the vent again. I was torn but looked as he removed both socks, then his underwear to expose himself fully to me. I gasped I am sure, but was muted by the shower water.

Max was a fit guy. 19 years old, fairly muscular and had what I now know to be a good slightly over average size penis. I felt my body reacting as I watched, enthralled at his movement, he walked over to the water and his penis swung gently and his balls pushed out somewhat. He had really tanned arms and legs but the rest of him was quite white. "Let me see!" Anika pulled on my arm and I came down. She climbed up and looked at him. She looked at me, smiled and gave an okay sign with her fingers, creating an 'o' with thumb and forefinger, then looked more. I wasn't me anymore. I felt my pussy moisten, my nipples harden and my brain become mashed potato with one goal. I wanted to see more. I had had similar feelings before, but never been able to ascertain their meaning.

I eventually patted Anika on the leg, asking to get another look. She came down and I went back up. He was side on to me and all covered in soap as he cleaned his body, taking extra time on his pits, face and groin. I saw his penis was now sitting differently and it excited me. I knew the biology but it didn't point so far up as I had expected. I looked at Anika and quietly whispered that he looks like he wants sex! (I was so lame!) She smirked and said, "He's Hard? Let me see." I was reluctant to move so she grabbed me and pulled herself up, wrapping her arm around my waist so we were both teetering on the plant pot. She looked in and whispered in my ear. "No. That's just a semi! Boys get them all the time! It's so fucking hot!"

We watched him shower until it looked like he was nearly done. Then Anika said we'd better go. So we climbed down carefully, she flipped and put the pot back where it was before and we slowly moved away, just as the shower noises finished.

As we came out from behind we would have been caught but a tree protected our exit and we pretended we'd come out from pool house seating area. Most of the others came up and didn't say anything. I was assuming everybody knew what we'd done. I remember thinking I was damned or something, but my body and brain were telling me they liked this thing I'd done. Anika just panted, her breaths coming like she'd just finished a run, put a finger to her mouth and mouthed "Our secret, tell nobody".

I nodded and we continued with the party. I even had a Bacardi Breezer somebody had sneaked past Anika's Mum, but decided one was enough as I was worried I would get a date rape pill or something spiking my drink (thanks again mum and dad)! When Max came out in his swim shorts people laughed at his weird tan lines, but it was all fun and we jumped in the pool, listened to music and had fun.

At some point I was putting on sun cream. One of the boys (gay one) saw and offered to put cream on my back. He could tell I was reticent, but said I wasn't to worry, I wasn't his type. He joked my dick was to small and tits too big. I didn't fully get it but feeling invigorated let him do my back. Obviously it was not sexual for him, but he was the first boy to ever touch me for more than a second or two who wasn't family. I had to walk away after thanking him saying I needed to use the toilet so he didn't see the two missiles atop my breasts, sorry nipples.

The rest of the day was fun around the pool chatting, listening to music and the like. Since we only had a small amount of alcohol nothing went very far out of control or anything. I heard after that one of the boys 'pantsed' one of the others (can't recall who on who) but I missed it as I was inside having food, but Anika said he covered up instantly so nobody saw much she didn't think.

I kept staring at Max throughout the day, imagining him naked and I'm sure he thought I fancied him. Well I did, but I wasn't about to do anything about it! It was nice to be among a group of friends I was not usually associated with and was surprised I was accepted and people didn't tease me, well other than Anika, but even she was just having a laugh. People really seemed to respect that I would be joining the Army in just a few weeks, I got lots of questions and constantly asked if I could kill an enemy soldier. I had to explain the roles I was looking to fulfil in communications, so wasn't really going to be that kind of soldier.

Chapter 2

Following that day, I couldn't wait to get alone with Anika after dinner to discuss what happened, and we finally got to talk about it late at night. Anika was worried I was going to 'tell' on her and give up her secret, but I was just wanting to find out more, not really knowing what it was I wanted to see or know. We talked for over an hour and Anika, who had already correctly assumed I was a virgin, told me she had had sex more than 10 times with two different guys. She told me that most of the time it was a thrill and fun, but she sometimes worried about unwanted pregnancy, even though they wore condoms. She said she had to finish herself off almost every time, and I naively asked what she meant.

"Sarah! You've never cum????!!!!" she said, but my face probably showing I was still unsure, "ORGASM...... NEVER HAD AN ORGASM?!"

I said I hadn't and was a little unsure about it. I think in my head, only boys had orgasms so they could deposit their seed (I'm using the phrases I would have used back then, now I'd say blow their load lol).

But she was right. I'd never had an orgasm. She said she needed to fix that and offered to sort me out a vibrator. But she was tired and would do it tomorrow.

So the next day not too much happened and we went into town to wander the shops etc. I got some underwear suggested by Anika, some sweets and some toothbrush heads for my electric toothbrush. When back at the house Anika said she would customise my old head to give me an orgasm. I was literally confused as hell wondering how my teeth might give me an orgasm, even thinking it was maybe why oral sex on men was a thing. I'd heard people talking about it in college but never appealed to me then. but in my head it fit lol

Anyway. Anika took the old head off my toothbrush, wrapped in electrical tape the whole top section then took a rubber fingertip (like you put on when sorting or counting paper/money and rolled it over the top, securing that with more tape but not covering the knobbly bits. She handed it to me with glee and a look of pride at her work. "Now what?" I asked as she re-attached to the electric toothbrush and handed it to me. She told me to press it on my clit. She sensed my confused look I expect. "You've done anatomy in biology right? Well the clitoris yeah. You know where that is yeah?"

I nodded as she explained how to use the contraption and off I went to the bathroom to try it, my sexual juices already flowing in anticipation, helped by Anika suggesting I think about Max naked as I used it. "Don't give up okay...... It can take some time!"

Locking myself into Anika's en-suite, I double-checked the lock five times, ensuring no one could barge in. I turned on the shower to drown out any noise the toothbrush might make and set about my task. I started by pressing the vibrating toothbrush against my clit over my underwear, the thin fabric barely a barrier to the intense sensation. The vibrations sent shockwaves through my body, making me gasp and arch my back.

The initial contact was electric, literally and figuratively. I could feel my pussy growing wetter with each passing second, the moisture seeping through my underwear. The thought of how wet I was only heightened my arousal. I slid a hand beneath my underwear, feeling the slickness of my folds. My fingers brushed against my clit, and I let out a soft moan, the vibration of the toothbrush intensifying the pleasure.

I pressed the toothbrush directly against my clit, the hard plastic and wrapped bristles creating a perfect combination of pressure and vibration. My hips bucked involuntarily, and I bit my lip to stifle a cry. The sensation was overwhelming, unlike anything I had ever experienced. My body trembled as waves of pleasure washed over me, and I could feel my orgasm building rapidly.

I had expected this to take much longer, maybe even 20 minutes or more, but my body had other plans. The vibrations were relentless, pushing me closer and closer to the edge. I tried to hold back, to prolong the pleasure, but it was no use. The intensity was too much, and I felt my orgasm crashing over me.

A squeal escaped my lips as the climax hit, my body convulsing with each wave of pleasure. I was so wet that my thighs were slick with my juices. I couldn't help but slip a finger inside myself, feeling the tight, wet walls of my pussy clench around it. The sensation was exquisite, and I added another finger, pumping them in and out in time with the vibrations of the toothbrush.

As the waves of pleasure subsided, I dropped the toothbrush, my body still trembling. I thought I heard Anika's deep belly laugh from the other room, but I was too caught up in the aftermath of my orgasm to care. I leaned against the wall, catching my breath, a satisfied smile playing on my lips. That was definitely an experience I wouldn't soon forget.

I composed myself and sheepishly returned to the bedroom, Anika giving me two thumbs up and allowing me to enjoy my first orgasm without teasing me. Looking back on it now I appreciate that side of her a whole lot more. Teasing would have been easy and likely embarrassed me to the point of never wanting to do it again. I put my toothbrush on the charging dock and Anika had to suggest I switch out the heads before going to sleep in case her mum came in. That would have been horrific, so I thanked her profusely!

Although I used my toothbrush 'special head' a number of times over those next days, I threw it away before my parents came back. I was super worried they would both find it, and know what it was! Stupid really, but my brain worried about way too much back then. But I'd say I certainly got a good number of uses out of it.

Chapter 3

There were 3 other incidents whilst I stayed with Anika that summer. The first of which was to expose myself to Max. I had told Anika on a number of occasions how guilty I felt about spying on Max and she eventually suggested I "Return the favour!" Me being me had to get it explained. Anika was a little reluctant to use the window as it might give away her secret little thing. She suggested I go to change and leave the door unlocked by mistake and he could catch me changing.