An Old Friend

It was a slow Tuesday at work and I was messaging Emily. "Can I ask you something?" I typed.

"You usually do!" Emily replied with a wink.

"You said that you had given Mark a blow job like you were a porn star when he was driving. You must have watched some to know how a porn star gives a blow job?"

"Oh god I wish I hadn't told you that."

"Why not, it was hot!"

"Because I was drunk and horny when I told you, I'm not on a Tuesday afternoon!"

"Maybe talking about porn will change that. Do you watch porn?"

"I have done."

"What type?"

"All sorts really."

"You're being frustratingly unspecific here Emily!"

"Sorry, tell me what type of porn you like and I'll do the same."

"A porn equivalent of you show me yours l'll show you mine?"

"Exactly!"

"Ok Emily. I really like coprophilia."

"What on earth is that?"

"Sorry, bad joke! It involves shit and I'm really not into that!"

"That's lucky because I'll never have stories like that for you!"

"I'll be serious now! I like porn with real people. I love seeing people who have filmed themselves having sex, where you can feel the connection between the two lovers."

"That's interesting. I thought most men liked looking at porn stars."

"Not me. I like the girl next-door type. The sort of person you could imagine being in a relationship with and having sex with. One of my friends used to say that I always fancied plain girls. That wasn't true, but the people I like have an attractiveness that isn't just on the surface level."

"Is that why you like me?"

"Yes and no. You definitely have surface level attractiveness, but it goes deeper than that. There are little things about who you are and how you present yourself that makes you my dream girl."

Aw Alex that's so lovely." Emily added three hearts to the message.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to go there. I was talking about porn!"

"You were!"

"My favourite videos will start with the couple fully clothed. There'll be lots of kissing and you'll see them getting more and more into each other. The man might slide his hand up the woman's top and rub her breasts. The woman will stroke his erection through the front of his trousers.

"That is sounding hot! I'm glad I'm working from home."

"I know, if I was in the office this would be very awkward. Are you touching yourself?"

"A little bit. Just through the outside of my clothes."

"What are you wearing?"

"A t-shirt and leggings. You?"

"Shorts and a t-shirt. I like the thought of you in leggings, I'm just imagining them cupped around your pubic area."

"Do you like girls in leggings?"

"Only girls like you. I wish I was there with you now."

"Would you kiss me slowly?"

"Yes. Would you stroke my cock through the outside of my shorts?"

There was a delay in the next message coming through. I was gripping my cock tightly, but Emily's message was quite literally deflating.

"I'm sorry Alex. I didn't mean to lead you on."

I took a deep breath and got control of myself before replying. "That's alright, I crossed the line first."

"No you didn't. It's difficult to keep the balance sometimes and to remember that you're with Rachel."

"And you're with Mark?"

"Yes. Anyway let's get back to your porn couple."

"The best videos will capture how into each other they are. She'll suck his dick like it's her favourite thing on earth. He'll eat her pussy and she'll absolutely love it. When they eventually fuck they'll be really in sync. She'll be moaning but not too much, I hate porn where the woman is clearly faking it - no one has ever orgasmed just from sucking a man's cock!"

"What about the come shot?"

"Like you Emily, I do like a good facial. But I also like her to take the cock back into her mouth afterwards to clean it off."

"That does sound like a great video."

"I have many like it saved to my internet favourites. What about you, what do you watch to bring yourself off?"

"I'm the opposite to you. I like proper porn movies rather than amateur stuff."

"Do tell?"

"I like erotic scenes. A typical one would have a woman working in an office dressed to kill. A workman comes in to do some work and ends up dominating the woman and taking her over her desk."

"That sounds hot. Would this workman have a massive cock?"

"He might have. He wouldn't be the kind of man I'd go for in real life. He'd be very muscular and have tattoos."

"Apart from the tattoos, he's sounding like Mark. Is his the biggest cock you've had in real life?"

"Yes. He is hung like a porn star."

"Lucky bastard!"

"A dick doesn't need to be massive, once it's a certain size they all work just as well."

"That sounds like the voice of experience Emily!"

"I'm a woman of the world."

"How many cocks have you had?"

"Do you mean had sex with?"

"You can break it down to those you've had sex with and those you've just given a blow job to if you like?"

There was a pause, I imagined Emily using her fingers to count all of her lovers. I stroked my cock wishing I'd been one of them.

"Please Alex. Don't think I'm a slut when I tell you."

"I won't Emily. No matter how many there are, I'll still think it's one man too low."

"You are sweet. I think I've had sex with 32 men. I don't know exactly how many I've given blow jobs to. I know before I lost my virginity I would give blow jobs to make the boys happy, so at least another 10."

I was shocked by this. In our conversations all those years ago I'm sure she had told me a much smaller number. I picked up on this in my next message:

"I remember it being less when we used to chat back in the day."

"I lied."

"Emily!"

"I didn't want you to think I was a slut."

"I would never think that! What's changed?"

"Now I'm telling you about me and Mark, you're finding out what I'm really like. It's a lot of men isn't it?"

"It's not porn star numbers but it's still impressive!"

"There were a lot of one night stands at uni, and a few affairs when I was with Richard."

"I didn't know about those!"

"They were after we had lost touch. Do you remember Tom who we used to work with?"

"The guy with the mohawk and beard?"

"That's him."

"You fucked him!?!"

"Alright Alex. I don't feel good about it."

"Sorry, it wasn't a judgement, I was just shocked - you are way out of his league. How did it happen?"

"We were on the same team and on a Christmas night out. I had too much to drink and he said he would walk me home. We walked through an alley and he pushed me back against the wall and started kissing me. I was going through a bad time with Richard so it felt nice to get some affection. He pulled my panties to one side and fucked me against the wall. He didn't even walk me the rest of the way home afterwards. He got in a taxi and left me with my panties ripped and his come dripping out of me."

"Bastard." I was feeling gutted. My drunken night with Emily was something I looked back on fondly, and to hear that Mohawk Tom had fucked her on a night out cheapened something that was really special.

Emily must have been pondering this because she sent another message. "I know what you're thinking Alex but this was nothing like our night together."

"I wasn't thinking that."

"Don't lie. Sex with Tom was dirty and sordid and made me hate myself. My night with you was beautiful, do you remember when we danced to Fairytale of New York?"

"Yes"

"Wasn't it a perfect moment? You and me holding each other, gazing into each other's eyes. I knew everyone from work was looking at us but I didn't care."

"It was beautiful. I still think of you every time I hear that song."

"Me too. I know we didn't have sex but I loved you that night. I loved kissing you and I loved you touching me. There is another world where I didn't get pregnant and I left Richard to be with you."

"I bet it's a great world!"

"It is. But we have to live in the world we're in."

"Very true, but I can dream though. Shall we get back to porn?"

"Let's. What else do you get off to?" Emily asked.

"I've told you that I'm a voyeur?"

"Many times Alex."

"I thought I might have. I like hidden camera videos where it appears that the woman is unaware that she's being filmed. There are sites where people have cameras in their houses so you never know what is going to happen."

"That sounds quite exciting."

"It is. I'm quite picky about the women that I watch. I'm looking for someone who looks 'respectable'. I like it when they appear quite chaste, not flashing their body too much, not masturbating on their bed with massive dildos. Then one night they bring a man back and they're suddenly wild."

"That does sound cool."

"It's turning me on thinking about it"

"Me too!"

"Are you touching yourself Emily?"

"A bit", Emily added a blushing emoji to this.

"I am too. Go and get your vibrator."

"BRB"

A couple of minutes later Emily replied. "I've got it."

"You're so hot. I'm holding my cock."

"You're so naughty Alex!"

"Only for you Emily. Tell me more about your porn preferences."

"Ok this is a bit embarrassing. I really like videos where the woman is being dominated."

"I think I've seen videos like that!"

"I bet you have!"

"So what happens in these videos?

"There's one I like where a woman is waitressing at a party for rich billionaires and they offer her money to strip off. She's wearing stockings and suspenders under her waitressing outfit. She's offered more money to have sex with them all and the men gather around and gang bang her. She has one man in her mouth, another in her pussy, and another in her arse."

"Fuck that sounds really hot. Would you like to be taken like that?"

"Not in real life but I can fantasise about it."

"Now you've told me about that I'll be fantasising about you being fucked by three men. Which hole would you like me to take?"

"Whichever one you want."

"How could I make a choice like that? I'd have to clone myself so I could do all three!"

"Greedy sod."

"For you, always."

My cock was rock hard and the thought of Emily with all her holes filled was making me get close to the edge. "Are you masturbating?" I asked her.

"Yes"

"Where is your vibrator?"

"In my pussy with the rabbit ears on my clit."

"Are you dripping all over your chair?"

"I'm sitting on a towel."

"You're like a girl guide - always being prepared."

"Lol, tell me what else you like to look at. I'm getting close."

"Your wish is my command. This is probably part of my being a voyeur, but I really like listening to the sound of people having sex. There's a website called SexSoundLovers where people can uphold their recordings. I lay in my bed at night with the lights off and my earphones in, listening to the sounds while my mind paints in the pictures of what is happening. The moans, the slaps of flesh on flesh, the wetness of tongue on cunt or mouth on cock, the squeaking of springs or the sound of a headboard banging against the wall. Then after they orgasm, sometimes there'll be conversation and you can hear the couple talking about how much they love each other."

"That's so hot, just reading about it made me come."

"I haven't come yet, what should I think about Emily?"

"Think about me having sex with three men at one and imagine them coming all over me."

"Oh fuck yes. You're so fucking hot. I'm going to cum all over your beautiful face. Is that okay?"

"Give it to me Alex paint my face with your come."

I orgasmed so hard it felt like my eardrums were going to burst and I was light headed. It was lucky I was holding a tissue over my cock else I would have covered my PC.

"Sorry Emily. You seem to be covered in my cum."

"Um it tastes so good."

"Good girl."

Emily sent me a laughing emoji. "Did you enjoy that?"

"It was the best virtual sex I've ever had."

"Thank you Alex. I love chatting with you. I need to get cleaned up now and then pick up the kids from school."

"I'm a mess as well! Have a great rest of the day. Love you Emily.

"Love you too."

I had had a great time chatting with Emily but I was a bit disappointed that she hadn't picked up on my hint about recording a future sex session. I shook my head feeling annoyed with myself - I always want more and I can never be satisfied with what I have.

I threw myself into my work and put Emily to the back of my mind until late at night when I received a message from her.

"Were you dropping a hint earlier that I should record my next session with Mark and send it to you?" she asked.

Should I tell the truth? I paused to consider this and thought fuck it!

"Yes. I would love to hear you having sex."

"Sorry Alex I couldn't do that. It's just too personal.

"I'm sorry Emily. I always have to push things. Forget I asked."

"Ok" she replied. "Goodnight." There was no kiss and I had a broken night's sleep worrying about having gone too far.