Katie's Life Changes

Katie Has Live Sex on Stage

This story was originally submitted as 'Katie Has Sex on Stage' but was missing about a third of the story so this should be the full version.

Katie's Life Changes Part 12

In this story Katie has sex live on stage for a music video

This story is a continuation of Katie's life story following on from 'Katie Shaves her Head."

This is a fictional story where all characters are fictional and are over 18 years of age. It is set in a fictional city in Western Europe. The names, dialogue, incidents and plot are fictional. Any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.

Comments are very much appreciated.

On the Wednesday evening when I got home there was an e-mail in my personal e-mail account from the modelling agency asking me to meet them about a possible job. The following Monday evening after work was the soonest I could meet as I had been very busy up to then. I ended up meeting my agent at six that evening. Once the greetings were done Inga the person who looked after me from the agency said.

"Katie, I have an unusual request for you from a music group to take part in a music video. They specifically asked for you and nobody else. I am not sure why I am told it will be video filmed live on stage at a concert and in studio. They also said it would be quite erotic and would involve nudity on stage and in studio."

Naked on stage I thought that is something that I had been thinking about for some time and it would be erotic as well. I was definitely interested.

"Do you have any further information but I will definitely consider it?"

All I can say is, it's a group that has been making waves for the last year or two and controversy seems to follow them but their music has a lot of social commentary in it. We have also checked them out and they treat anybody that works with them quite well but they do push boundaries.

"Any idea why they asked for me?"

"I don't know but apparently the lead singer, who's female, saw you at the accessories show."

I didn't remember seeing any music artists I knew at the show but then some of them can dress in such a way that they are not recognised off stage. I was also very much concentrating on what I was doing or what was happening to me to pick out people in the audience.

"So what happens next, as I am interested?"

"They want an informal meeting before any contracts or anything like that. I think the idea is so you get to know each other as you will be meeting one or two of the band members and their manager. You are welcome to bring a friend or family member with you but they don't want lawyers or managers at that meeting so I am not welcome which is unusual but music artists sometimes like to do things differently."

A meeting was set up for the following Monday so things were happening quite quickly. They would have preferred to meet earlier but our schedules did not allow that.

In the mean time I was very busy at work as Alain and I were beginning to get a basic outline of what we wanted the new control unit to do and how it would work. We had to go searching for components some of which were already used by the company but others involved searching the net for parts that suited what we wanted to achieve.

We also found we had less time for the two of us together for sex as we had three late nights a week and were just ready to crash into bed when we got home. Since Alain moved in sex was very much part of our daily activities and we now only had the weekends where we had time to really enjoy each other's bodies together. We normally started work at seven in the morning so they were long days but we knew it should pay off long term. My getting involved in various side activities wasn't helping either but they were all things I wanted to do and this music video might be another one.

The following Monday Alain and I met the lead singer Kiki and the bass guitarist Sammy in a city centre hotel. I noticed the lead singer like me had very small boobs but that was not really relevant to our meeting. Initially our conversation seemed to be about them getting to know me but they also talked about their music and how they liked to write about controversial issues. This new song and video would be another one and would tackle the subject of gender and people who have sex changes. They asked me how I felt about being naked on stage and I said I had no major issue once I was treated respectfully and that I knew exactly what was going to happen. I said depending on what I was doing I might want my identity disguised. They also seemed quite happy that my head was bald.

The whole discussion happened in quite a relaxed atmosphere and I saw no evidence of any drugs or anything like that. The two of them seemed genuine down to earth people with no massive egos but I also sensed a determination to get their message out there. I was intrigued by them as we talked. I became more comfortable with them and after an hour it seemed like we were old friends having a chat. At one stage we watched one of their videos. In it I noticed Kiki was not wearing anything covering her crotch and her small breasts were also on display in parts of the video. She was certainly not shy. I suspected what they had planned involved me being naked. We continued to talk and they started to tell me bits about the video without telling me the whole thing.

"Katie in the video we are planning you will strip naked with another person on stage in front of a live audience. How do you feel about that?"

"I have no issue taking my clothes off once I am respected and in certain circumstances I would prefer to have my identity disguised and protected."

"The video we are planning not only involves nudity but also involves having sex on stage would you be prepared to do that? We will give you time to think about it and don't need an answer today but given what you have said already we can disguise you."

"I will definitely have to think about it and it also depends on who it is with as I assume it will not be Alain by what you have said. Alain and I have an understanding that if one of is sexually involved with another person then we both have to be present, can you accommodate that?"

"That should not be an issue as Alain can even be on stage but in the shadows if need be. At the moment we don't want to reveal all the details but the person we are proposing you have sex with also has some non-typical body features. This is an integral part of the message we are trying to get across and once you can see the lyrics of the song along with the video script it will make sense."

"If I do say yes to having sex on stage and at the moment I need to think about it. It is not something I have done before and if I do it, I want to do it to the best of my ability. To do that I would like to see the full script and understand fully what the video is about."

"You will see that and if you say yes which we hope you will. We want to help you to do your best as we want the video to be the best we can do."

"Can I go and have a private conversation with Alain please?"

"Certainly how long do you need?"

"About ten minutes."

"We will see you then."

Alain and I went to a quiet part of the hotel lobby.

"Alain, what do you think, how would you feel if I was to have sex with someone on stage for the video?"

"To me they seem quite keen for you to do it and once your conditions are met I will be okay with it. It's a question of whether you are happy to do it and then how much you will get paid. I think it's more important that you are comfortable doing it on stage than the actual money.

"I know I have said that I wondered what it would be like to have sex on stage now it might happen and I am suddenly excited that a dream might come true and I am not sure I want to do it. At the same time I am thinking how exciting it would be to have sex in front of hundreds of people my kitty on display I find it a massive turn on. At the moment my kitty is on fire as I think about it."

"I think you want to do it but there is something in your brain saying no don't do it. If you don't do it I think you will regret it because I know it's something deep down you want to try and I will be with you all the way."

"Your right I would regret not doing it even if it did not go smoothly. Let's go back to them."

When we returned.

"Kiki, Sammy I have decided that I am willing to take part in making the video but before I make a final decision I want to know the full details of what will happen and see the contract you are proposing."

"Katie thank you I am really glad you are prepared to take part, can I hug you?"

"Yes I'd like that."

She jumped up and we hugged it felt really warm and loving. I sensed that my decision meant a lot to her.

We all sat back down and there was a really good feeling in the room.

"Now for something a little more serious." Sammy said

"Would you both be prepared to sign a confidentiality agreement now and we can give you full details of what we are proposing? I have one here and you can read it. It is in plain language."

"Yes we would like to see it."

He took out three copies of the confidentiality agreement and handed one to Alain and another to me. We read them as they were only one page and basically said that we would not tell anyone about the proposed video and music to anyone except our legal representative which they would also be required to sign. Alain and I read it a number of times because it was short and appeared to be very straight forward. I felt I couldn't tell anyone about what was in the video anyway as I knew these things need to be kept under wraps until the time was right.

I asked could Alain and I have a quick word in private, which they did. Alain and I felt that the agreement was fair and we were both prepared to sign it but we had one or two questions.

"We are both happy to sign but have a few questions. We will have to explain to our employers and family what we are going to be doing at some point. I assume we can just say we are taking part in some filming for a music video without saying what it is or who it's for."

"The confidentiality is to do with the content and who is involved but you are free to say you are involved in a music video if you want to."

"Okay we will sign this agreement."

We all signed the agreement.

"Now that, that is out of the way we can talk more openly and we won't be surprised if you are shocked by what we are planning."

I felt a tremor of fear and expectation go down my spine. Those words hit me a little. I had a basic Idea that I would be naked and having sex on stage but now felt there would be more to it than that.

"As we said the song is about sex changing and gender identity the video part is going to reflect that. We want to do this live on stage because we want to capture the audience reaction as part of it and the audience will consist of only people who have been to previous concerts of ours and we hope to have about a thousand people there. We want enough to get a reaction without too many and losing control of it. We will have to do a number of full rehearsals beforehand so we would like you to be there for three or four days in total." Sammy said

"We are hoping you will be able to strip and have sex with another person live on stage. At the moment we have not worked out the details yet but we would like you to be part of that as we want you to be comfortable and enjoy yourself while on stage. The basics of what you will be doing is you will be dressed as a man and strip alongside another person who is in the midst of changing from a man to a woman. At the moment they have breasts but otherwise male. They will initially be dressed as a woman. Once the clothes come off we hope the audience will be a little confused but we literally don't know how they will react as you start to have sex on stage. To protect your identities we will have to organise some form of mask but are not sure what form that will take yet."

"Have you any questions or any comments?"

"Wow that sounds very interesting and exciting and yet I have nervous tremor running down my spine as I think about it. I take it you already know who my proposed partner will be on stage."

"Yes we already have a person for that role but we had been searching for someone to take the part that we would hope you will do for some time. I am really hoping you will be able to do it as we think you are that person. Do you think you will be able to do it?"

"I will do my best and want it work but I also hope it will work between me and my proposed partner on stage."

"Finding two people who can carry out the roles has been difficult so we need it to work as well and hope you are right for one another onstage."

"How soon do you expect it to happen?"

"We want to have the new song and video out before Christmas so the time table is getting tight. Ideally we would like to shoot the video now but it takes time to organise the concert part. At the moment it looks like late October is the soonest and we would need a contact signed with you in the next few days to achieve that."

"At the moment I have a very busy schedule but I will do it as quickly as I can. Can you have contracts with me tomorrow and I will speak to my agency first thing in the morning and we can get it moving."

"That would be great. We also need to deal with the financial side and we are prepared to offer you something interesting on that front as we hadn't quite expected you to say yes so soon. However we will have an offer for you tomorrow."

The next day I contacted my lawyer and the modelling agency who were surprised at how quickly things were developing. The contracts arrived by e-mail mid-morning. Alain and I decided to ask Dad if we could take a week off in late October for a vacation but were not quite sure of our dates yet. By Thursday evening I was able to sign the contract and I was going to get a relatively small initial payment which was about three times my normal monthly salary but ten per cent royalties on the video and a small percentage on the lyrics. I had an option of a single payment but I felt this was a band going places and the royalties would pay off long term. I knew I was taking a risk financially but I still had my day job and royalties can last for many years even if the band broke up. As much as anything else the thought having sex live on stage was motivating me although it was only Alain that knew that.

The following Monday we met Kiki again along with the bands manager to go through all the practical and timing aspects of the whole thing as they now had a date for the concert on the last Thursday in October a matter of weeks away. The tickets were going to be sold through the band's fan web site. The only photography allowed would be those filming for the video and a still photographer who was working for the band. When she told me that, it relieved one concern I had. There was also some practice sessions to get in before the rehearsals started the week of the concert which was in a city three hours from home.

I was still unsure of who I would tell in my family about what we were doing as only Alain knew anything about it. I had the excuse of the confidentiality clause but that was going to be pretty well finished once the concert had taken place.

I had quite a number of video calls between Kiki the band manager and I. Alain was also involved but I felt myself really warming to Kiki as a person I also felt there was something in her background that was different but had no idea what and it also seemed to be driving her as she really wanted this song and video to work. I thought it unusual for a band member to be so involved in the fine details the way she was and I knew she was primarily responsible for the lyrics which I felt were in some way very personal. She had given them to me along with a copy of the song we were to use so that I could think about them in relation to the video choreography. I was also in contact with their choreographer and Alain and I would practice some of it together over video calls until we were able to get together with the choreographer one evening and practice properly.

Two Saturdays before the concert I got to meet my stage partner Toni and we seemed to get on okay but I felt there was no real spark between us. I hoped we could work on stage together as I needed this to work for what I would earn in the future as much as anything else and there was only going to be one real shot at it. We started by practicing the strip routine without actually taking off any clothes. I had an old suit that I had been practicing with along with shirt and tie. I had raided Alain's wardrobe for the tie. As we practiced I felt I was a long way ahead of Toni in preparation but did not want to say anything.

After a few hours we got to actual doing full strip routines and Toni seemed to like taking their top off but was not as comfortable taking off the bottom half. I was finding all this frustrating as I wanted to get on with it. By Sunday evening we had our routines pretty good and even went as far as some actual sex. On stage it was unlikely either of us would orgasm as the song only lasted about four minutes. I was trying to fake it but it felt wrong doing it so fast. Eventually it was decided that the song would be played twice to give the strip routine and the sex enough time to look better. By the end of Sunday I felt we had made decent progress but I felt we needed to be further on.

The Saturday before the concert we got together again at the hotel where the concert was due to take place. Alain and I had gone for a 'vacation' for the week as neither of us had said anything about what we were really doing. We were using a meeting room before using the actual stage on Tuesday and Wednesday. Toni and I made good progress over the weekend and I felt we were ready. We even had sex a number of times which felt weird initially but I began to feel more comfortable doing it in front of others. It felt completely different to when Alain and I had sex in front of our friends and family after our card game. I began to feel it was too forced maybe I needed to relax or something. We tried doggy style and cowgirl as the camera's needed a position that looked natural and realistic. We took a break and suddenly it started to come together. We found that cowgirl worked best but the idea was to use both positions. I found Alain great support as he watched what was happening making suggestions occasionally without stepping on the choreographers toes. By the end of Sunday poor Toni was worn out and I was not far behind. We would get Monday morning off.

Sunday evening there were ten of us having dinner together. All five band members, their manager, Toni, the choreographer, Alain and I. It really felt nice that the band were including us at dinner. I didn't think that sort of thing happened. Afterwards Alain and I were relaxing and Kiki came over to us.

"I love the way you are putting your heart and soul into your routine. It means a lot to me." Kiki said.

I was flattered, she had been in and out watching along with other band members during the day.

"Katie, can I talk to you about a very personal thing?"

"I think so can you tell me something and I will decide."

"You and I both have small boobs yours are smaller than mine and your height made me curious about you. I'll tell you why. I am intersex do you know what that is?"

"I have heard of it but I have very little knowledge of it."

"I suspected you might be intersex and felt compelled to ask you. If you were you would know."

"Do you mind if I ask you about it."

"No but I will explain I am technically male but I appear to be female. I have a vagina but no uterus or ovaries, but I actually have testis in my abdomen and my chromosomes are male. At some stage while I was in my mother's womb things went a little astray and I have ended stuck between male and female. It was your physical characteristics that made me curious about you as I have had hormone therapy to give me boobs and I have had my vagina dilated. This is the way I am but there are a number of variations of intersex from what I know."