Fulfilling Destiny

Destiny Comes Full Circle

This is part 6 of my ongoing series Fulfilling Destiny. If you haven't read the other parts yet I recommend that you do.

"You are incredible." Destiny had heard those words spoken to her once before and had replayed them in her mind repeatedly since. "You are incredible." They had been spoken by her mystery man. The man she had lost her virginity to. The man she had never actually seen since she had chosen to be blindfolded. "You are incredible." He had whispered those words in her ear before leaving the room that night. And he had just whispered them to her again.

Destiny sat up in shock and stared at Carter after turning on her bedside lamp. It suddenly all made sense. She had always felt there was something familiar about Carter. The way he touched her. The way he kissed. Even the sound of his voice. Her subconscious had been trying to tell her, and she finally figured it out. She had believed the familiarity she felt had been because he was her soulmate. But that wasn't it. Not at all. It was because they had met before. He had touched and kissed her in the past. He had spoken to her, albeit briefly. She hadn't been able to put it together because she had never seen him. But he had seen her. He knew who she was and had known the entire time. What the hell did all this mean? She had so many realizations and questions running through her mind that her brain was overloaded, and she couldn't speak. She didn't know where to begin. But Carter was staring at her, and she saw just the hint of concern in his eyes.

"Destiny? What's wrong Sweetheart."

"You..." Destiny managed to speak although her voice was quiet and breathy. "You. You're him. The man I lost my virginity to a few months ago. You work at Adult Fun and are the man who took me for the first time. I know it. You whispered, 'You are incredible,' to me that night before you left. And you whispered it to me again just now."

Carter took a deep breath. He tried to hide his expression, but Destiny knew she was right, and he was caught. "I don't have any idea what you're talking about..." Carter began.

"Don't lie to me!" Destiny finally managed to find her voice, and it was getting louder. "Don't you dare lie to me now! So help me Carter, you have exactly one chance to tell me the truth. If you deny it, I'll go straight over to the agency. They have pictures of their employees. I just chose not to look at them last time. But I'd bet everything I have that your picture will be there. So, I'll give you one chance. Are you the man I had sex with at Adult Fun?"

Carter looked trapped, but after pausing for several seconds he finally nodded. "Yes, Destiny. Yes, I work at Adult Fun. And when you booked your visit, I was the man assigned to you."

"So, you've known. You've known who I was this entire time. Before introducing yourself at the coffee shop you already knew who I was. Why didn't you just tell me the truth?"

"Oh, come on Destiny. How would that have gone over? What was I supposed to say? Hi, I'm Carter and you don't recognize me because you were blindfolded when we first met. But I'm the sex worker you paid to sleep with you a while back. I saw you drinking coffee and hoped we could chat? Yeah, I'm sure you would have loved that."

Destiny took a deep breath and glared at Carter. "At least it would have been honest. But even if I see your point, it doesn't explain not telling me afterwards. We've been seeing each other for weeks. If I hadn't figured it out, were you ever going to tell me?"

"I don't know. I hadn't decided. But probably not. I just didn't know how to."

"Why," Destiny asked? "Why did you even approach me at the coffee shop? Do you even like me? Or is dating your clients outside of work just something that you enjoy doing?"

"No," Carter yelled looking appalled by her words. "No, I've never dated another client in the entire time I've worked there! But you...there was just something about you. Something I was never able to get out of my head. I kept thinking about you long after that night. I was shocked to see you in the coffee shop that morning. At first, I wasn't even certain it was actually you. You had been blindfolded so I hadn't seen your full face. But then the barista called out your name, and I knew I was right. I should never have approached you. It was unethical. But I couldn't help myself. I had to speak to you. I had to meet you officially and see if what I felt was real. And it is. I never lied about my feelings for you."

Destiny was silent for a moment as she tried to process everything. Then suddenly something else dawned on her. Her eyes got huge, and she felt sick to her stomach. "Do you still work there," she asked meekly?

Carter looked panicked and she could see his mind racing trying to decide what to say. It was enough for Destiny to know the answer. "You do, don't you? That's why you are gone almost every night. Why you are always busy on the weekends. It's not because of the playhouse and rehearsals. That was a lie."

"That's not a lie. I do also work at the playhouse, and I am an actor. It's just not my only job," Carter practically choked out the last sentence.

Destiny just stared at him horrified. "You don't understand Destiny. I really do want to be an actor, and my grandfather did set me up with an inheritance. It was enough to move here and start a life. But not enough to sustain me on a local playhouse salary forever. When nothing big came my way, I realized I had to get another job. I found out about Adult Fun when they were first opening. The salary was amazing and honestly, who doesn't love sex? It allowed me to continue acting while also living a great life with a side job I also loved. And considering you were a client, are you really going to judge me?"

It took Destiny a moment to speak as she wanted to make certain he understood her point. His righteous attitude was really pissing her off. "I am not judging the job. That would be extremely hypocritical of me. I'm judging your decision not to tell me about it. I'm your girlfriend Carter. You asked me to be exclusive. YOU asked me, not the other way around. I agreed and have been faithful. And all those evenings after kissing me goodbye you went to bed with someone else. While I was at home thinking and dreaming about the next time I would see you, you were having sex with other women. And tonight, all you've done is take a night off from cheating on me to screwing me instead. For the second time although I was under the impression it was the first. This is so fucked up."

"This is why I didn't tell you. I need my job, Destiny. But please don't think of it as cheating. I'm not in a relationship with these women. It's just sex. Sometimes there is some role playing involved with words spoken but I look at that as acting. The women are strangers. I don't feel anything for them. You are the only one I ever felt anything for."

Destiny finally felt the shock wearing off a bit and heartbreak taking its place. She burst into tears but managed to cry out, "So after leaving you in the evening, if I met and had sex with a random guy with no strings attached you would be ok with that? It wouldn't be cheating because he was a stranger, and I didn't have feelings for him?"

Carter looked disgusted. "No that's different. What I do is my job. Just like you have a job."

"Oh ok. So, it's acceptable if they pay me for it. Got it. I'll make sure they slip me some cash before they slip inside me," Destiny replied crudely. Carter looked furious. "See, it doesn't work Carter! You can't expect me to be ok with something you wouldn't be ok with!" Destiny continued sobbing and Carter tried putting his arm around her. But she didn't want him to hold her. "Don't touch me" she cried!

"Destiny please? Please try to understand. It's just a job. I love you. Since our first night together I haven't been able to get you out of my head. I've thought about you constantly. I've even pictured you in my mind while having sex with other women. You were...ARE... special to me. When I saw you in the coffee shop it was destiny. My Destiny. I was your first and I want to be your last. Please Baby. We can work this out. If you want me to quit, I will. I'll find another job. I don't care what it is. I'll do anything. Please just don't end this. I'm sorry. I just didn't know how to tell you."

Destiny's heart shattered even more. Carter looked so broken. She believed that he meant what he was saying. At least he did right now when he was so scared of losing her. Carter had been her first. And even though she hadn't known it was Carter she had never been able to forget him. Whenever she used her vibrator, she would always turn the lights out in her room, close her eyes and pretend it was her mystery man taking her. Sometimes she would imagine what he looked like and pretend to look at him. Deep down she had always dreamed of being with him again and now she finally had.

When she thought about it, this encounter had been very similar to their first. Oh, there had been some differences obviously. She hadn't given him a blow job before. Her first time ever at Adult Fun she had requested that the man cum inside her. This time she had stopped him. She hadn't planned that. Originally, she was going to let Carter finish inside her. But at the last second, she had asked him to pull out. For some reason it just hadn't felt right and now she knew why. Her subconscious was trying to get her to recognize him.

He had been lying to her the entire time. About his identity and his job. And it didn't sound like he had ever planned on telling her the truth. "You should have told me," Destiny whispered. "You should have been honest with me and allowed me to decide what I wanted to do. And you should have done it before having sex with me. That was very wrong, Carter."

"I know Destiny, and I am so sorry. I've messed this up I know, but I can fix it. You'll be my one and only, I promise. I'll quit first thing tomorrow morning." He leaned over and kissed her. It was a sweet tender kiss. It was also the first time he'd kissed her that way. "Let me make love to you Destiny. I'll show you with my body how much you mean to me."

Destiny was certain that the shock and heartbreak had caused her brain to stop working properly. There was no other explanation for what she suddenly felt was what she needed to do. But she made a quick and rash decision. Carter might have been her first, but he hadn't been her last and she had learned a thing or two since her first time. Leo had taught her how to give a blowjob, and Carter had certainly enjoyed those skills. Tyler and Gwen had taught her how to fuck, and Destiny decided it was time for Carter to truly experience that with her. She had allowed him to take charge earlier. Now it was her turn. He might want to make love to her, but it was too late for that. She wanted to fuck him. To be the best he'd ever had.

Destiny pushed him down, so he was lying on his back. She pulled the covers back, so he was completely visible. He wasn't hard so she crawled between his legs. Grabbing his dick, she sucked him into her mouth quickly. Usually, Destiny liked to give a slow buildup but not this time. She wanted him hard as quickly as possible. She sucked his entire length licking and using as much saliva as she could make. "Oh, damn Baby," Carter said, lust dripping from his voice. She could feel him getting larger and larger in her mouth as she continued to suck on him as though he were the last lollipop in the world. After only a short time he was at full size. Carter started to push at her head obviously wanting her to deepthroat him, so she obliged. He was large but she forced herself to take him down her throat until her lips met the base of his cock. Carter gasped and groaned in ecstasy while Destiny sucked and swallowed him whole. She pulled up and sucked him back in taking him down her throat until it started to get sore. When that happened, she pulled off completely, sucking while simultaneously lifting her head up. He made a slight popping sound as her mouth finally released him.

Destiny crawled on top of Carter. Grabbing his dick with her left hand she positioned him in line with her pussy and lowered herself onto him. She thought it might take a bit, but she was still wet from earlier, so penetration was easier this time. As soon as her walls had widened enough to accommodate his length and girth Destiny let her body drop. She landed hard on top of him completely impaled. They both grunted at the force of coming together but Destiny didn't wait. It was a bit uncomfortable, but she didn't care. She pulled herself up to the tip and then dropped on him again. She continued to pound him hard. As hard as she could take.

Carter pulled her face down for a kiss. Destiny plunged her tongue into his mouth and accepted his into hers. She allowed him to taste her and taste him in return. When she needed to catch her breath, Destiny pulled away from his mouth and sat up straight. She grounded her lower body onto his as hard as she could. All she wanted was to lose herself in an orgasm. That was her only desire. Up and down, she went. She was so wet that she was gliding easily now. She rose up as high as she could each time. Right up until the tip of his member was just barely inside her and then she plunged down, her ass smashing against his balls with each landing. Carter grunted each time she landed on him, and Destiny began moaning. She was getting close. She could feel her climax building. It would be rough, she could tell, but it was what she needed. His dick was hitting her g-spot. It felt good but, due to his size, in this position it hurt a bit as well. But Destiny wanted the pain. It matched how her heart and mind felt, aching with the lies and cheating that he had committed against her.

Destiny bounced up and down as fast and hard as she could. She gripped his chest with her hands to keep herself steady. Just as she felt her climax finally taking hold, she squeezed her inner muscles making herself even tighter for him and she began to squeal and scream. Her orgasm ripped through her body bringing intense pleasure. Carter grabbed onto her hips and began bucking underneath her as he also began to cum. This time Destiny didn't care. She wanted him to cum inside her just like he had their first time. She continued to squeeze him, taking and holding onto as much of his seed as she could. Destiny looked Carter in the eye as she climaxed on his cock buried deep inside her. Destiny continued to bounce up and down milking his cock even after her own orgasm had subsided. Carter was huffing and gasping for air. He finally released her hips and settled down on the bed, no longer bucking underneath her. Destiny quit moving as well and they both tried to catch their breaths.

"Holy shit that was amazing Baby," Carter panted. "I love you so much." Destiny leaned over and kissed Carter again. It wasn't sweet and it wasn't passionate either. It was simply a kiss. A farewell.

Destiny looked at Carter and thought about what she had just done. The first time Destiny had been with Carter she had been a virgin and he had taken her. She hadn't seen him and had allowed him to do whatever he wanted. Now after finding him and knowing who he was she had taken him while looking directly into his eyes. She had come full circle. And now she needed to say goodbye, both to him, and to her dreams and fantasies of him.

Destiny pulled herself off Carter and crawled off the bed. She began to pick up her clothes and get dressed. "What are you doing?" Carter asked, obviously confused. Destiny couldn't blame him. She had been confused herself when she had started fucking him. Now that it was over, Destiny understood that the sex she had initiated had been what she needed for closure. She had to explain it to him but, somehow, she doubted he was going to understand.

"I'm going home Carter. We won't be seeing each other again." Carter opened his mouth to speak but Destiny interrupted him. "No, Carter. There is nothing you can say or do that will change my mind. I understand your reasoning as to why you never told me who you were but it's not good enough. If you wanted to be with me and start a life with me then you should have told me the truth and let me decide how I felt. It wasn't fair or right that you were sleeping with other women while asking me to be exclusive. No matter how you want to spin it, it's not ok. Maybe I wouldn't have ever been ok with it. Or maybe I would have understood. We'll never know though because you never gave me the chance. And because of all the lies and deceit you never gave us a chance. I can forgive you Carter, but I will never be able to trust you. And I can't be with a man I don't trust. I want someone who can be honest with me even if he doesn't think I will like what he has to say. Maybe you can do that now, I don't know. But I do know that I will always wonder. And that's not fair to either of us. So, we're over Carter. I don't want to see or hear from you again. Goodbye."

Carter jumped out of bed and grabbed Destiny by her shoulders. "Destiny, please! I don't understand. How can we be over? You just had sex with me! I know I messed up, but we can work on it. I know we can. With time you'll see that you can trust me. Please, don't do this. I love you!"

Hearing his desperate declaration of love, Destiny almost faltered. Almost. But in her heart, she knew she was doing the right thing for them both. "I've made my decision Carter. You can't change it." Destiny put a gentle hand on his cheek and looked at him with tenderness before continuing. "But thank you for my first time. It was truly wonderful, and I will never forget it. I will always be grateful to you for that. And I'm glad I got to be with you again. I've fantasized about you too and tonight was exactly what I needed to put that fantasy behind me and move forward. I wish you all the happiness in the world. I really do. Take care of yourself Carter."

Then Destiny turned and left the apartment. Not once did she look back. She kept her composure on the cab ride home, and it wasn't until she sat down in her warm bathtub that she finally began to cry.