Mary Bea Breaks from Her Past

Mary Bernadette Breaks from her Past

Mary Bea discovers a new life in college.

This is a fictional story where all characters are fictional and all involved in sexual acts are over 18 years of age. The names, dialogue, incidents and plot are fictional. Any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.

My name is Mary Bernadette officially and because there were so many Mary's in my family I was generally called Mary Bea. I now just want to be known as Bea. I was in my third year at university although I came from a very conservative family and I was now coming to realise what freedoms university could bring. I was staying in a university apartment with five other girls and had my own single room. When I first left home for university I was very much a loner and the clothes I wore when I first came here were unflattering and would have not looked out of place on my grandmother. My glasses and hair did nothing for me either. However I had done excellently in my course in the first two years and was proud of my achievements. In second year I began to get to know my fellow students a bit better. They would talk to me but I hadn't developed any close friendships because of how I dressed and my family background.

The other girls who share the apartment with me are Aimee, Rebecca, Jess, Mandy and Tracey. Aimee and Rebecca shared a room and were both doing the same degree. Jess and Mandy were both second year who shared a room. It was a few weeks before I realised they were lesbians, I thought they were just real good friends I was shocked when I found out like they were meant be an alien species according to my parents but they were actually really nice girls. Tracey had a single room next to me.

Now in third year I and Aimee one of the girls who lived in my apartment started to get along quite well. Aimee was almost the direct opposite of me in a lot of ways. She was outgoing always at the centre of anything that was happening. She had a lot of friends but none really close who she could trust. Aimee had a good sense of dress and always drew admiring glances. She would occasionally wear some quite daring outfits when going out that got her a lot of attention. She had had a few boyfriends but was currently single. Aimee was in third year and had mostly good grades but had to repeat maths I also had good grades with maths being one of my stronger subjects I was happy to help her with her maths for the course in finance she was studying while I was doing science.

We got to know one another and would become close friends over the time we spent together. We both lived over four hours' drive from the university so we often spent our weekends together in the apartment. It started with me helping her out at maths but then she started to help me become more outgoing. Aimee sense of style was beginning to have an influence on me. I had changed my hairstyle and glasses. I also began to wear more stylish clothes that suited my body shape. I had begun to throw off the shackles of my conservative background when it came to sex and would like to have a boyfriend and some intimacy but my upbringing had left me afraid to put myself out there.

It was at the weekends where our friendship was forged and cemented usually over breakfast. Given other circumstance it probably would not have happened. We both trusted each other and both shared an interest in music that was written about social issues or personnel experiences pretty well regardless of genre. We would go out to socialise together also over the weekends.

It was over the weekend breakfasts that the subject of sex and relationship would sometimes come up. It usually took the form of me wanting to know something. I had very limited experience of men or boys. Aimee over time told me about masturbation, oral sex, genital anatomy and intercourse. When Aimee first told me about oral sex I was horrified it took me a long time to understand why somebody would lick a girl's slit thinking it must be horrible and dirty down there. I had similar feelings about taking a penis into my mouth. It took me a while to get my head around that oral sex was quite pleasurable especially for the person receiving. All I had been told about in my sex education classes or from my parents was that intercourse was only a means to create babies and should not be used in any other circumstances.

It was one of these weekend mornings that I had already started breakfast when Aimee walked in to the kitchen, dining, living area that surprised me. Aimee had come in after her shower in a robe but it was not fully closed at the front giving me a good view of her hairless girly bits. I put my hand over my mouth and went to turn away. Aimee seeing my reaction turned around and closed her robe.

"I am sorry Bea I didn't intend that to happen."

"its okay apology accepted, I just wasn't expecting to see you that way. It was just an instinctive reaction. I know you are fine with being naked and I now realise that it's not a bad thing as such. I would like to be able to walk about like you just did but my brain keeps telling me it's indecent, it's immoral, it's illegal and all that other stuff."

"I get it. Would you really like to be able to be naked some of the time?"

"Well if I ever get so far as to having sex with somebody I need to get over my insecurities about showing my body."

"If you want to I would suggest you take baby steps one at a time. I assume you get naked in the shower?"

"Yes but I always wore a swim suit until a year or so ago when I realised you can't wash properly with it on."

"That sounds like a first step to me. So let's go a step further. Do you put on a towel or robe on as soon as you get out of the shower and then try to dry yourself underneath it?"

"Yes and then I dress underneath it as well."

"Well I would suggest the next time you shower you dry yourself staying naked and don't put any clothes on until you are fully dry. Nobody is looking at you in the shower except you. Do you think you could do that?"

"I think so."

"Have you showered yet today?"

"No"

"Why not start this morning?"

"I will try thanks, Aimee I don't know where I'd be without you."

"Another thing look at yourself in the mirror. I'd bet you have a very pretty body hiding under your clothes."

A week or so later we were having breakfast together on a Saturday morning.

"Aimee I need to get some new pyjamas and a dress or skirt would you like to come with me?"

"Yes of course are you looking for anything in particular?"

"I am too hot at night with my current pyjamas and want something lighter and more airy."

"Would you consider a night dress or large T-shirt?"

"I have never worn one of those Mum always insisted on us wearing pyjamas with large panties underneath which I still do although I now wear smaller panties."

"You know it's a good idea to not wear tight underwear all the time as your girly bits need to be able to breathe and as we have to wear panties during the day, well some of us do its only logical that you wear loose clothing or none at night."

"I didn't know that why?"

"Well there are a number of things we girls get like UTI's or thrush and if we allow our bits to breathe then we are not holding in the bugs."

"Makes sense so what do you wear at night?"

"If its cold a longish night dress with nothing underneath, if it's warm enough nothing or else only a small night dress."

"I don't think I could wear nothing but maybe some sort of light night dress might work."

"Tell you what why don't we see what's available and then choose."

"You have certainly given me something to think about thanks you are my best friend and I really appreciate all your help."

A couple of weeks later on a Sunday morning the we were having breakfast and I went over to the kitchen area to get a coffee for the two of us. When I turned around holding a mug in each hand the rope on my robe undid itself and my robe fell open revealing everything. I was mortified as Aimee turned away but I knew she had to have seen everything. I didn't know what to say or do. I froze to the spot with a mug in each hand.

"Bea are you okay?"

"Sorry this is embarrassing do you mind not turning round for a minute."

"No problem."

As I walked towards the table I thought to myself, I'm a girl, she's a girl our bodies are similar why am I so afraid of my good friend seeing me considering all we have talked about over the last few months.

"Aimee you can turn around I don't mind if you see me."

"Are you sure?"

"Please turn around why should I be afraid of letting you see me?"

"You have a very pretty body and a very nice figure you should be proud of yourself."

"I can't have you're flattering me but thank you."

"Do you mind if I take off my robe?"

"Go ahead." I said as I put the mugs on the table. She then stood dropped her robe on the floor revealing her fully naked body in my company for the first time.

I quickly scanned the beauty I saw before me taking in her small but nicely shaped boobs, her flat stomach with her bald pubic area along with those nicely toned legs and arms that I regularly saw.

"Aimee you have a beautiful body." I said as I felt a pleasant tingly feeling go through my body.

I dropped my robe off my shoulders. Both of us were now naked and we sat opposite each other eating our breakfast. It felt very strange at first but after a few minutes I began to feel quite comfortable.

"I noticed you have no hair down there." It looks so neat and sexy. How do you get that look?"

"At the moment I wax but I would like something more permanent as if I let it grow I am quite hairy and I like how it looks now. My last boyfriend loved it because he liked the look and he wasn't pulling pubes out of his teeth after eating me out. It was worth doing it for that alone."

"I heard waxing is really painful? Do you like it when your boyfriend does that? Forget that I shouldn't have asked, I can't believe I would ask such a question."

"I have no issue telling you as my best friend. Waxing is painful but the results are really good and I like the clean hair free look. I also like to tell my boyfriends what I like them to do as it makes for more enjoyable sex. I will always ask them what they like as well as I believe good sex is normally good for a relationship."

"Do you like it when your boyfriend eats you out?"

"Absolutely love it, it's better than intercourse most of the time and if he is good at it, wow I can't get enough, it's difficult to explain but the orgasms I get from it are really wonderful. Not every guy likes doing it and in my younger days I could live with it but now it's a must with any boyfriend if he wants to stay with me.

Aimee noticed me glancing at her chest occasionally as we chatted.

"What do you think of them?" She said as she pulled at her nipples.

"They are smaller than I expected but very pretty. Do guys like them as I remember in school the guys were only interested in the girls with the biggest boobs?"

"I find that there are guys who like smaller tits and they look at your face not your chest, but I wouldn't mind if they were a little bigger like yours but nobody's has the perfect body."

As we talked and ate I began to feel liberated in my naked state. We were doing our normal things over this leisurely breakfast and took it in turns to refill our mugs as we retired to the couches. I felt totally at ease although I will admit to looking at Aimee's beautiful body occasionally. At one stage as she was sitting opposite me she opened her legs and I saw her hood and inner labia sticking out momentarily. At first I thought I had not been seen looking but as the conversation wore on Aimee said.

"Bea I don't mind you looking and you will find everyone of we ladies have slightly different lady bits. Mine stick out a little as you might have seen but I think yours are all neatly tucked away both of which are quite normal if I am guessing correctly."

"Would you like to see them a little better?" I said as I couldn't believe I just said that while opening my legs to let her see. I was now completely at ease in my naked state with my best friend. It was very liberating to be able to get away from twenty years of living in a very restricted way where I had looked at my private bits as dirty and not to be seen, touched or talked about. I still had some hang ups about being naked in front of others but this was a major turning point for me as I opened my legs for Aimee to see my very private parts that I had not dared to look at up to that point.

We both liked playing cards and were good at them. I liked games such as patience, solitaire and rummy whereas Aimee was more likely to be found playing various forms of poker or black jack. Occasionally Aimee and some other students would get together for a small party and cards but I was not part of that group.

On one Friday night Aimee told me that she was going to a party where they occasionally played cards. I became curious as to what they were playing.

"I need you to keep this secret but there are a small group of us who play strip blackjack but instead of betting the loser strips off an item of clothing." Aimee said.

"How far do you go, are there guys as well as girls?" I asked as a shiver ran down my spine.

"The whole way usually, until we have a winner and it would not be as much fun if it was only girls."

I gasped in surprise but was not surprised in some ways given how I knew Aimee had her wild side.

"So, all bar one ends up naked."

"Yes and the winner usually strips off as well and then the party can get really interesting."

I felt some nervous tension as I thought about being naked in front of so many people especially guys. I could also feel a slight tingle of excitement between my legs.

"I wouldn't have thought you might be interested in playing?" Aimee said.

"Oh I don't think so but it does sound very daring so I won't rule it out some time in the future."

"I understand but if you ever want to let me know."

"Can you keep a little secret?"

"Your secret is safe with me."

"I slept naked for the first time last night, and it actually felt nice and tingly as well as liberating. I am not sure how to fully describe how it felt but I will definitely be doing it again."

"Good for you, we need to help you find a special friend so that you can enjoy being naked in bed together."

"I'd like that."

The subject of party games did not come again for some weeks when Aimee brought up the subject again. We were just finishing breakfast one Saturday morning and were heading to the couches armed with coffee with our robes on but fully open.

"Bea you know how I told you about the card game nights I go to occasionally. Well it is coming up to my turn to host and we would need to be able to use the kitchen living area in private. I hope you would not mind not using it while we are there?"

"That's fine with me, you can use it let me know when. Are all the others okay with it?"

"Rebecca will be at the party but will head home the next day, Tracey will be gone home, Jess and Mandy will be away for the weekend. It will only be for a few hours on the Friday night." Aimee said as she began to sense something in my expression.

"Are you okay?"

"What happens when the black jack is finished?" I asked almost whispering.

"If everyone is up for it we have another card game that involves some erotic fun."

"I am thinking of asking to join your games that's if you will have me. But I want to know what might happen in the second part. One part of me wants to take part and hopefully enjoy myself. The other says no I can't let others see me naked. I also need to challenge myself to get out of my comfort zone. You know I can keep a secret. I would like to know what happens and how far you go even it might shock me."

"If you want to be shocked, I will tell you what I have ended up doing."

"Spill the beans then."

"I have had full sexual intercourse as part of the game with a number of people watching and I had a very big 'O' while doing it."

I covered my mouth in shock and gasped at Aimee's frank admission. It took a few moments to absorb what I had just heard. I couldn't believe she had sex in front of others and enjoyed it.

"Are you okay?" Aimee asked.

"It's taking me a while to get my head around it, you have shocked me but then I know you are quite open about enjoying sex. I had never thought you might do it in front of others. Do the games always go that far?"

"Not always but they always involve some sexual activities that usually happen in private. I find doing it in front of others quite enjoyable but that's not the right word as it is much more than that it can be very exhilarating knowing you are being watched. I suppose I have an exhibitionist streak in me and doing things like that are part of it."

"I'm still amazed people actually enjoy sex in that way, my imagination would never go that far, let alone doing it for real."

"Does it put you off joining in?"

"Actually no, but I am asking myself if I am prepared to lose my virginity at a card game rather than something more intimate. I don't know if that's strictly true anymore as I bust my hymen a couple of weeks ago by accident."

"Were you being a naughty girl?" Aimee giggled.

"You could say that." And we both laughed.

"I think you want to join in but you are not sure if you are ready especially as you have very limited sexual experience and I would like to help you if I can."

"I would appreciate that, thank you."

"I have a few ideas and hopefully tomorrow we can give it a try, but I am not going to tell you until it is about to happen, first I need an assistant. I'll talk to you later when I know what's happening, have fun. "

We went to do our own things.

The next morning Aimee greeted me in the living room with a hug, Aimee was wearing a robe and unusually a pair of panties for a Sunday morning.

"I have a little plan for you today." Aimee said.

"First thing you are going to spend most of the day naked so get your kit off."

"Are you stripping off as well?"

"Later but you must be naked for the guest I have invited he will be here soon."

"Do I have to?"

"You don't have to but if you are up for the challenges of next Friday night you will."

I took off my robe and hung it on the back of a chair.

"Let's have breakfast before our guest arrives."

"Who is it?"

"You'll know when you greet him at the door."

"Naked?"

"Of course it wouldn't challenge for you otherwise."

I felt a shiver go down my spine as the hairs on my arms stood up.

"Anything we do today could happen on Friday night. Are you okay with that and I want you to enjoy yourself."

"I understand."

"After you greet him bring him in and ask him to sit on one of the couches. You go and sit opposite him and don't cover yourself just make it nice and casual. We can then talk about what we would like to do and you can back out at any time but if you want to join us on Friday you need to really challenge yourself today. I want to be sure you have some idea about what you are letting yourself in for and be prepared. If you embrace it with an open mind I think you can really enjoy it."

Aimee's phone pinged with a message.

"Bea you're on he coming up now."

I headed for the entrance door. There was a knock on the door and I opened it to see Josh standing there his mouth wide open at the sight of me naked in front of him. I plucked up the courage, hugged him and led him inside after closing the door. My heart thumping in my chest as I walked into the living area and asked Josh to sit down on a couch.

"Would you like some coffee?"

"Yes please black."