Mary Bea Breaks from Her Past

Mary Bea Breaks from her Past 07

Bea's Sister Annie Reveals her real Self.

Bea is a fourth year science student in college who comes from a very conservative family. In was only in her third year at college she slowly began to break out from her family restrictions with the help of her good friend Aimee.

This is a fictional story where all characters are fictional and all involved in sexual acts are over 18 years of age. The names, dialogue, incidents and plot are fictional. Any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.

Comments are always welcome.

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We were in college about three weeks and I had just come back from spending the Saturday night with Pete my boyfriend at his home. It was the only place where we could get together in private but I did not want to overstay my welcome as I was in no position to reciprocate due to not being in a position to go home anymore even it if my father would let me bring a boyfriend home.

I dropped my bag into my room, my sister Annie was there and we started to talk.

"You must have had a good time judging by the smile on your face."

"I always like to enjoy my precious time with Pete as I seem to see a lot less of him with Mother and all the rest of the things I find myself having to do."

"I wish you could spend more time with me as well."

"Other than getting something to eat I am all yours for tonight. How did you get on while I was away?"

"I got on fine with the girls but...I don't think they understand... me the way you do."

"In what way?"

"Well there are things I can ask you about that I could never ask them... because I don't know them like..."

"I know it took me a long time to build new good friends so I understand... Is there something on your mind? If there is I'll try and help."

"Remember, when you told me about being... eaten out... how good it felt."

"Yes, do you want to know more?"

"I want to know what it really feels like... I want someone to...eh... uh... lick me down there."

Was she asking me...

"I know what it's like... But it's... not something you could ask...someone to... although guys seem to like doing it?"

"I don't want any man touching me down there. I think...I..I..eh... want a...woman."

"That's okay, many women do things like that together."

"There is only one person... I know I can trust... to do it for me."

"... Do you... need my help?"

"Would you... ever do... as... I...uh.. have no one else I can ask pleassssseeee?"

I was shocked she asked...but not surprised.

"Annie...how do I say this... I don't feel at all comfortable doing what you ask... but I want to help you."

"Bea, I want to know what it feels like and I know you know what it feels like so you must know how to do it. I know some of your friends might do it for me... I wouldn't feel comfortable with them because they don't know me the way you do."

I knew she would keep going until I did it for her. I knew I needed to prepare myself mentally as this felt very wrong but I love my younger sister. I would do almost anything for her but she was pushing my boundaries way beyond what I was reasonably prepared to do. If she was not my sister I felt I could do it even though I am sexually straight. However Annie was pushing me deep into incest territory a place where I felt I should not go.

"I would rather not do this as I find it very difficult as... I will be going way into incest territory. I will do it on this one occasion if it helps you... but please don't push me as I don't feel at all comfortable doing it."

"Bea, I know this is very difficult for you... I really want to find out who I am... what I want as I don't know for sure... You are the only person I feel comfortable with and trust to help me find my way."

What she had just said was very deep, something she needed to find out. Something she was trying to work out for herself. I felt despite my feelings I was going to have to do this for her and hoped it would bring her to a definite decision about who she was.

"Annie, because I love you as my sister, I will do this for you but you know how I feel so I want you to respect that."

"Oh Bea... thank you can we...now?"

"Okay... but are you sure... you want me to do it and no one else."

"Bea... I feel at the moment you are the only person who I can trust fully. It means so much to me... that it's you and no one else."

"Okay... I'll do it."

She slung her arms around me and she rested her head on my shoulder. I just hoped I had made the right decision even if morally I felt it was wrong. Once we parted Annie immediately started to strip and I stripped to my bra and panties not wanting to go too far, they would act as a shield... I hoped. Annie lay back on her bed opening her legs to reveal her female charms. Her small inner lips open and inviting like a flower offering its nectar to a honey bee. I leaned in...heart thumping... tongue out flicking... to taste her.

She gasped as my tongue caressed her flower in search of her nectar. I liked her taste as I felt a naughty revulsion in my spine. I wanted more but I felt like my sensible brain was being repelled by her as my heart pounded off my ribs. I knew she wanted my tongue to caress all the way along her lips to the top of her hood open for my attention. I felt the loving warmth of her inner thighs as I continued to lick her charms. I began to enjoy her. She moaned at my continued attention to her lower love lips. She was intoxicating me with her honey as it began to flow. I licked from the bottom of her slit to the top of her hood and everything in between. She moaned as I licked up her honey. I loved her taste my own flesh and blood, my sister, my incestuous sister. I was getting turned on by the sexual aroma. The warmth of her thighs was arousing me as I licked. My body was warming up and I felt my knickers getting damp. What was happening to me as in my head this was wrong all very wrong but my tongue continued to lick and probe deeper into her honey pot.

"Ooooohhhhh Bea... that's...wonderrrrrffuuullll."

I was obviously pleasing her as I continued to lick. My knickers were soaking, they had to go. I reached back pushing them clear of my soaking pussy. I kept working my tongue deeper into Annie while I sank two fingers into my own honey pot. I needed to get out of my bra as my nipples craved some of the action while Annie's hands caressed her erect nipples. Her back arched as she moaned out loud.

"Oooooohhhhhhh Beaaaaa."

I felt a flood of her damp nectar hit my face as she reached her orgasmic high. My pussy wanted more as three of my fingers worked my G-spot. Annie slowly came back to reality with a broad smile.

"Bea that was indescribable, what a wonderful feeling, I'll never forget what you have done for me. Would you like a hug?

With my knickers still half way down my legs I shuffled up on top of her hot body and we hugged. Her lips met mine and her tongue dived inside my mouth. I loved the warmth of our hug and kiss but still felt pangs of guilt for what I had just done. My body was telling me otherwise, it wanted more. We parted after a long embrace, she had begun to explore my body a little as we moved to lie on our sides face to face in the single bed arousing me.

"Bea, as a thank you, I would like to try and do the same for you."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes... I want to...and I want to know what it's like to go down on another girl and eat her out."

If she wanted to do that for me there was no doubt in my mind she was into girls, she was a lesbian.

"Would you like me to lie down on the bed or the floor?"

"Bed please and... tell me if you want something different."

I lay down on the bed slipping off my knickers and bra. I opened my legs to invite her in. Having broken my incest concerns this was just a small step further. I ran my fingers down to my sex to find I was still quite damp, my body was ready for her even if my brain was a little behind. Annie was kneeling between my feet, she appeared to be thinking about what she was about to do. Was she about to chicken out? She looked like she was thinking while my body wanted her to get her tongue into action between my hot thighs. My brain disagreed, my body won. My heart was thumping in my chest as Annie my sister went down and touched my sopping vagina with her tongue for the first time. I felt a bolt of electricity go through my body as her tongue tasted me. It was so wrong but I wanted her to go further a lot further.

She licked nervously along my slit as another tremor went through my body and I wanted more. She stopped for a moment looking up at me as if to take in what she was doing.

"Keep going."

She went back down and slowly explored me with her tongue. I could sense her nervousness but also I knew she wanted to do it. She began to develop a rhythm much the same as I had with her earlier and it began to feel nice.

"Am I doing okay?" she asked nervously.

"I like what you are doing and I need more."

She started to work deeper into my slit into my honey pot and clit. I liked what she was doing as she explored with her tongue. I wanted her to go further but I could sense that nervousness as she continued to explore and caress me with her tongue. I pulled my legs up towards my chest and ran my hands around my bum to pull my lips apart for her to explore deeper inside me. My vagina and clit were aching for more. All my incest nerves were gone I wanted her to make me cum. She took the hint and I felt her tongue explore deeper into my vagina and I liked it.

"Oooohhh yes, more please."

She was really beginning to get into what she was doing and I began to feel that lovely tingly feeling I get when I start to feel the beginnings of an orgasm but this was a slow build up. My clit and vagina both wanted more attention.

"Annie, can you finger me and eat my clit?"

She obliged first with two fingers then three as her tongue worked my clit. That felt a lot better. My vagina felt really slippy and she still wasn't filling me.

"Your whole hand."

Annie carefully pushed her small hand inside me, stretching me and I loved it. She started to move it in and out as she licked my clit. I really felt filled up as her hand explored inside me. I loved what she was doing and I could feel a certain pleasurable feeling building deep inside me. Her hand worked its magic while her tongue caressed my clit. I knew I was close. I felt an orgasmic wave burst out of me followed by another and another. It felt really good as Annie continued with her hand. I felt very good long after the orgasm had faded away.

"Thank you Annie that was really good."

"Bea...thank you for giving me so much pleasure... can we hug?" she said with emotion in her voice.

We stood up and hugged, our two naked bodies pressed together, she rested her head on my shoulder and I sensed she was crying very quietly.

"Annie it's okay." I said as I gently rubbed her back.

"I'm so happy." She sobbed.

"I think I know who I am, I want to go out with girls, find a girlfriend and go to bed with her, have sex with her. Is that okay?"

"It's okay to want to go to bed with girls and make love with them."

"Does that mean I am a lesbian? "

"Yes it does."

"Is that bad, will I go to prison because I am a lesbian?"

"No you won't go to prison... not in this country... you can even marry your girlfriend if you want to."

We parted and looked into each other with tears in our eyes.

"So what were Mother and Father telling us all these years?"

"They believed it was wrong...they were trying to frighten us to keep us on a tradition that does not really exist anymore."

I wanted to reassure her that being a lesbian was quite okay.

"In the last year or so I have realised there are people out there who do all sorts of strange things and as long as they don't harm anyone else let them do it. If two or more consenting adults want to do something why can't they do it once it does not harm someone?"

"Bea you are right, so what we have just done is okay as we both agreed to do it."

"In a way yes but it's also incest, which between same sex family members shouldn't cause any problems. However if I had sex with Bart and we had a child there could be issues with that child's health because we are so closely related. That's why incest is wrong in my mind. While what we did will not cause any problems that way... I still don't like the idea of having sex with a family member."

"I understand where you are coming from and I probably pushed you further than... where you really wanted to go... I am sorry if I did that but I needed to know whether it was girls I really wanted to have sex with... For that I can't thank you enough... because now I know as it has been nagging me for a long time."

"Up until tonight I would never have thought of having sex with a girl, it just wasn't for me. In recent times I knew it wasn't wrong it was just that all I really wanted was a decent man to make love to. I think I have found him and I hope to spend a long time in love with him."

We both had tears rolling down our cheeks as we spoke with some raw emotion.

"I was surprised I actually enjoyed our time together earlier...I may not be quite as straight as I thought I was. I prefer guys... I wouldn't rule out having sex in some form with a girl again."

"Would you have sex with me again?"

"I'd never, say never but I will not go looking for sex with you. I hope you don't take that the wrong way as I still love you as my sister."

"Should I tell Mother I am...?"

"To be honest I am not sure about Mother. I don't think now is the right time given what she has been and is going through. If you want to tell the rest of the girls in the apartment, they are pretty sure you are a lesbian already so it will not surprise them. I know they will be happy for you... that you have finally come out. Jess was the first person to ask me, were you into girls way back when you came to the open day."

"That far back, how did she know?... I didn't know myself back then... I wonder who's here at the moment as I feel like telling somebody and two lesbians might be a good start."

"I know Aimee was heading out earlier, Rebecca should be back by now but I don't know about Jess and Mandy but they are here for the weekend."

"Let's go and see if anyone else is here."

Annie walked out the door taking her robe off the hook behind the door and putting it on. I followed in my robe. When we got to the living area Aimee, Rebecca, Jess and Mandy were all on the couches having come back for lectures the next day. There was an opened bottle of wine in front of them with a glass each.

"Hi girls." Annie beamed.

"You look pretty happy, have been having a good time?"

"I have some news, I need to tell you all something."

"Go on, tell us please."

"I'm into girls... I am a lesbian."

All four got up to hug her and I joined in. I never felt so much togetherness between a group of girls. I felt a new bond between all of us. When we parted Aimee was the first to speak as we all sat on the couches.

"Annie I am so glad you have been able to come out and tell us as we know this must have been a difficult time for you. We will be here for you whenever you need us."

"For a long time I knew I did not want to be with boys. I was not sure about girls... until now and I knew only Bea in my family would accept me as a lesbian... I am so glad you all accept me as I am."

"Welcome to the sisterhood, we have been sure for some time but we wanted to give you the time and space to come out on your own. We will be here for you and if you want to talk about how you feel we are always here."

I could see Annie's eyes welling up listening to Jess as Annie had few close friends. The few that she had were a long distance away in our former home town and she was now part of a new group of friends. We continued to talk over another bottle of wine. I sensed from Annie that a weight had been lifted off her shoulders although there might be difficulties ahead, she could face them knowing who she was. I knew that Jess and Mandy would be good for Annie. I knew they would introduce Annie to her new life around college and maybe even a soul mate that I felt she needed.