Mary Bea Breaks from Her Past

Mary Bea Breaks from her Past 12

Bea's post exam's wild party where she gets naked and more.

Bea is a fourth year science student in college who comes from a very conservative family. In was only in her third year at college she slowly began to break out from her family restrictions with the help of her good friend Aimee.

This is a fictional story where all characters are fictional and all involved in sexual acts are over 18 years of age. The names, dialogue, incidents and plot are fictional. Any resemblance to actual people or events is purely coincidental.

Comments are always welcome.

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Pete and I went to my former home to get a few bits my mother wanted after the men in my family had been sentenced for raping us. When we got there we discovered the place was a mess. It looked like my father and brothers had thrashed it before they left. I went to Annie's and my bedroom and all our stuff that we had left there was missing. Most of it was keepsakes from our childhood and teens. I then took a look in my parent's room and my mother's wardrobe had been emptied as were her drawers. It looked like we were going home empty handed. We found the burnt remains of clothes in the stove. It was at this point that we decided to photograph everything. It looked like my father's and brothers' clothes were still there. A lot of the furniture was broken and nothing appeared to have been washed for months. It pained me looking at my former home destroyed.

We took the train back as planned and we spent a lot of the journey trying to figure out what to do with my old home. It depressed me thinking about it. I wanted to tell Pete about Mother seeing us the previous Saturday but a full train was not the place. It was on the journey I realised we had a new problem to deal with. What would happen to our former home as none of us wanted to go back there.

"Pete, let's talk about something more pleasant, I need a change after what we had to deal with for the last two days."

When we got back to our apartment a friend of mother's from the refuge was there.

"Bea, Pete this is Susan a friend of mine from the refuge."

"Hi nice to meet you."

"Mary has told me a lot about how you have helped her over the last few months so it's nice to meet you in person."

It seems like Mother and Susan have been friends for a while judging by her first words. I was glad my mother had started to make new friends. We discussed our trip after Susan left. Mother was very annoyed to hear what had been done to our former home. We would have to make a plan for it but that would need some co-operation from Father. That was an unlikely prospect. I wanted to tell Pete about mother seeing us making love so we went to our room.

"Pete, I need to tell you something and I know Mary wants to apologise to you but I need to warn you and this is difficult for us and I know it will be very difficult for Mary as well." I said apprehensively.

"You better tell me so."

"Last Saturday when we were making love, she saw us." My heart was thumping in my chest as I spoke.

"Eh...Wh...wh...What...?" He stammered.

"Remember I thought I heard a door, well that must have been Mary and she was so sorry about it I couldn't get mad at her. I hope you will be able to take it okay as it means a lot to me." I said as my voice faltered with my heart still thumping in my chest.

I could see Pete's breathing get heavier as he began to realise what she might have seen.

"The strange thing is, she knew very little about sex and when she saw me orgasm and seemed to realise what she had missed out on for all her married life." I was beginning to find this difficult.

He sat there dumb founded with his mouth open trying to grasp what my mother had gone through.

"Does that mean she never...?"

"Enjoyed sex..." I added.

"It appears so and a lot of what happened in her bed was abusive."

"So how did you feel about it?"

"I felt so sorry for her as she was in tears telling me and yet afterwards I felt sort of violated about her watching us but I have come to terms with it."

"When did she tell you?" Pete said quietly.

"Wednesday night and I never got a chance to tell you but it has been bothering me since as I needed to tell you."

"Did she give out to you about what we did?"

"No almost the very opposite she said you were welcome anytime and that we could make love whenever we wanted to. She also wants to thank you for all your help especially for rescuing her from father and my brothers."

"That must have been difficult for her given what she has been through."

"It was but I felt she couldn't live with not apologising to us."

We headed back to Mother and she was sitting in a tub chair in the living room while we sat hand in hand on the sofa bed.

"Pete, I owe you an apology, has Bea said anything to you about Saturday morning." Mary said almost in tears.

"She has and I accept your apology sincerely and I consider it forgotten." Pete said with conviction and heavy breathing.

"Bea, Pete it has been eating at me for the last few days and I don't want it to come between us. Pete you are welcome here anytime and I want you and Bea to be very happy together. I must also thank you sincerely for all you have done for me especially when they attacked me." As a tear dropped out of her eye.

"Mary I appreciate very much what you have said and thank you."

After that Pete and I were a lot more relaxed in bed and let our inhibitions go a little around our apartment.

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It was not long until our college exams so all of us were studying to ensure we got the best results possible. For Pete and I it was our final exams and hopefully we would get our degrees. The Friday night after we finished our exams Pete and I went to a party for my colleagues on my course and friends. It was in a nightclub and it got pretty wild. After all that had happened to my family and I. I wanted to let my hair down for a change. I was only wearing a little halter neck backless mini dress that barely covered my bum and boobs. Wearing a bra was not realistic unless I wanted it to be seen and I was also knickerless. Most of the girls were wearing daring and revealing outfits so I was in good company.

As the night progressed I started to feel pretty horny as did Pete not helped by me rubbing my butt over his crotch and he knew I was wearing nothing underneath. As we danced and partied someone undid the strap at the back of my neck of my dress. In an instant my boobs were on display. I kept dancing and it felt quite liberating dancing topless in front of my college mates. There were others losing their clothes as well so I was not alone. I was feeling turned on as was Pete judging by his shorts. With my eyes fixed on Pete I began to push my dress down past my hips. He looked down briefly at my exposed sex. My heart was thumping as my dress landed around my ankles and a wave of liberation came over me as my college mates looked at my naked body many for the first time. I loved the feeling I was having, it was almost like an orgasm but it was different and very different to stripping on stage. I stepped out of my dress and continued to dance.

Pete pulled off his shirt followed by his shorts and boxers. He was erect and I wanted to enjoy it. We moved in close and kissed. I had one hand around his shoulder and the other around his hard penis. We stopped kissing and I whispered into Pete's ear.

"Would you like to do it?"

"What do you want to do?"

"Make love right here." I said biting my lip

"Are you crazy?"

"Yes, but this chance won't happen again. I want to do something crazy."

"How do you want to do it?"

"Doggy."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes I want your penis in my vagina right here." I said assertively

I turned my back to him and started to shake my butt up against his crotch. He was rock hard as I looked at him over my shoulder with a suggestive smile. He was holding my hips as I wiggled them. I spread my legs and bent over slightly leaving Pete in no doubt as to what I wanted. There were others glancing at us along with all the other eye candy that was on view. I stopped moving and I felt his penis poking its way in little by little with slow thrusts. As he built up speed in my slippery love channel it felt really good and I became oblivious to my surroundings. Sweat was pouring down my body from both the dancing and love making. I felt really good as Pete pounded into me and I began to rock back towards him. My heart was pounding in my chest as we pumped into each other and I loved it. I put my hands on my knees to help support myself as I bent over further allowing Pete in deeper with his balls able to slap against my clit as he thrust into me. I knew I was not far away from an orgasm and I hoped Pete would come close to me. Pete was really building speed and I knew he was about to cum. I felt him give one final powerful thrust and his penis began to unload his love seed deep inside me in pulses. I was not far away and I began to work my fingers furiously on my clit. Pete meanwhile gave me a few small thrusts to finally push me over the edge into a massive orgasm. I felt my legs failing but Pete was holding my hips firmly as he shrank inside me.

As my orgasm faded I regained my strength and I could hear clapping and cheering all around us. We had an audience and they seemed to appreciate the show we had just put on. I looked around as I stood up as my college mates were giving us a massive cheer. That was some show of appreciation for a girl that started college a few years ago in clothes and glasses that my grandmother might have worn with a hairstyle to match. At that time I spoke to nobody for fear of embarrassment and shyness as I realised I was way out of my depth socially and it took a long time to change.

I turned and kissed the love of my life in a long tongue engaging kiss with our hearts still in overdrive from our exertions. We went on to enjoy the night and saw some of my college mates indulge in various forms of sexual activity including two guys who I didn't know were together but I knew both were gay. It was the wildest night I had ever been to but I really enjoyed it.

When we went to find our clothes my dress was nowhere to be seen. We searched everywhere as the crowd began to dwindle away and I didn't fancy heading home naked at about five am. Pete lent me his shirt and offered me his shorts but they were very tight on my hips so I left them for him, but the shirt almost covered my lady parts. We went to our family apartment in a taxi as it was nearest to the nightclub and slept on the sofa bed.

It was close to midday when I woke up. I realised I had no clothes to wear as all were in our bedroom and I could hear voices outside as the living room led directly to the kitchen diner area. I slowly opened the door and stuck my head out to see Annie, Nadine, Mother and Susan all in robes or dressing gowns sitting at the table.

"Hi Bea, have a good night?" Annie cheerily chirped.

"Hi everybody it was a good night and morning. I'll see you all in a few minutes."

"Pete, good morning we have company outside."

"Who's there?"

"Annie, Nadine, Susan and Mary all in robes."

"Did you say all in robes?"

"Yes, why?"

"If Susan was in a robe then she must have slept here."

"Eh...Uh... does that mean?" My brain suddenly went into overdrive, was Susan sleeping with Mother?

"Bea, are you okay?"

"Could my mother be...?"

"Eh... she could be bi or lesbian."

"After twenty four years with father, couldn't be."

My mother gay did not make sense to me at all.

"After all the abuse she has been through in a way I'm not surprised but I am sure she will tell you, after all I don't think she can keep a secret."

Pete's logical brain had it pretty well figured out as he was slightly divorced from the situation but this was my mother and I suddenly felt I didn't know her as well as I thought.

"Pete, can I borrow your shirt I need to go to the bathroom?"

"You can have it but I'll be right behind you as I need to go too."

I put on Pete's shirt and he put on his shorts and headed out with me.

"Bea, Pete I need to tell you something now." Mary said as we headed for the bathroom.

"Can it wait we need to go to the bathroom and get our clothes from the bedroom."

"Make it quick and you will do as you are, no need to get dressed as this is important."

We went to the bathroom and peed followed by a quick wash and headed back.

"I am sure Mary is going to tell us something about what we suspect. That can be the only reason why she wants us urgently." Pete said while I sat on the toilet.

"Why are you always so right?" I said half cynically.

"I might be totally wrong." Pete said as I washed and he peed.

We headed out and said good morning to everyone.

"Bea, Pete can you please sit down I need to get this off my chest."

We sat as Mary was at the head of the table and I sat at the other end with Pete to my right and Nadine was on my left.

"I didn't want to tell you this during your exams but I need to clear the air. I told Annie and Nadine earlier. This is extremely difficult for me but I am sure you will understand how difficult as you all have quite open minds but I am still realising things about myself and what I am about to say goes seriously against what I have said in the past." She paused while she gathered her thoughts.

"Bea, Pete, this is... so difficult for me... but I have to tell you. I think I am bisexual or maybe a lesbian." Her voice quivered as she started to cry.

"Mary, regardless I still love you. Can we hug?"

I got up and went round to hug as she got up. We hugged with our heads on each other's shoulders.

When we parted and sat back down I saw Susan put her hand on Mary's hand as she had tears streaming down her face. I knew that coming out must have been one of the most difficult things she had ever done considering what she had said in the past. It was probably thrashing round in her mind for weeks.

"I am glad your mother has got this off her chest and I suspect you will be seeing more of me in the future because we have become very close friends." Susan said quietly.

I felt Pete stroking my hand very slowly as he was aware of how difficult this was for my mother. All six of us sat in silence for a short while as we contemplated our new situations. Annie was the first one to say something.

"Would anyone like some coffee?"

Everybody said yes please.

Nadine followed Annie to the coffee percolator. Mary came round towards me, I saw she had nothing under her robe and she sat beside me.

"Bea, I hope you are not upset with me as this has been worrying me for weeks."

"Mary why would I be upset with you after all you have been through. Whatever happens in the future I will always be here for you. I know it has been very difficult but at this stage I feel there is very little that would shock me. While I appreciate you holding off telling me until after my exams it would not have bothered me if you told me earlier."

"Thank you Bea, Susan here has been such a support to me over the last while and it took me a long time to realise my feelings were more than just a platonic friend. I knew she was a lesbian but she never pushed for me to join her that way. I found myself actually making the first move after being friends for months shortly after I saw you two together. After seeing you that morning I realised what I had missed and now I have found someone special in Susan. She has been a very good friend to me."

Our coffees arrived and Nadine sat where my mother had been sitting. A little later Pete and I went, showered and dressed with clothes we had in the bedroom I shared with Annie.

"Bea your bum was completely uncovered while you hugged your mother." Pete said as we dressed.

I felt my face turning red.

"Given the situation I don't think anybody cared but I loved the sight of your sexy bum." He continued.

"My bum is not that sexy." I said giving him a friendly slap on his butt.

I heard my phone ping with a message. I checked it and it was from Claudia. She had my dress it was given to her by another friend who had been trying to find me at the end of the party but couldn't. I replied and asked when was the best time to meet up. We ended up meeting later in the day where we had a good chat about the party. I was still smiling as I thought of the night I just had.

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I continued working in the strip club as I awaited my results. I had told mother I worked in a night club and I suspect she knew what I was actually doing but never mentioned it. I was very happy with my results and decided to do a master's as a result. I knew I could earn enough with my stripping job but wanted to get something alongside it just to add to my nest egg. I ended up working in a hotel cleaning guest's rooms. The pay was okay but the perks made it better like the use of the gym, swimming pool and free lunch depending on what was left in the kitchen after lunch for guests had finished.

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Mother had been negotiating with father via lawyers about what would happen to our former home. He was being very stubborn and refusing to co-operate. In the end she asked me if I would go and meet him in jail. We discussed it with Pete, Annie and I said I would do it as long as Pete was with me. He was being held in a jail that was in a city almost an hour from our home but still over three hours by train from where we now lived. We took a Friday evening train and stayed in a hotel overnight.

The next morning Pete and I headed to the jail and I felt very apprehensive to say the least. On our way in we had to undergo a pat down search which did nothing for my apprehension. We went into the visitor's room which had a lot of tables with three chairs at them. One for the inmate and two for the visitors'. We were waiting a little while when he was finally brought in in handcuffs. He looked a broken man. The fire had disappeared from him, he was no longer the man who ruled our home with an iron fist.

After we greeted he seemed to lighten up and seemed happy in his own way to see us.

"Mary what brings you here?" Mary is my first name but he never called me Bea my preferred name or Bernadette my official second name even though there were a number of other Mary's in the extended family.

"I want to discuss what is going to happen to our home while you are in here."

"There's nothing to discuss I want to live in it when I get out."

"Well judging by the mess it's in I doubt there will be anything habitable left by the time you get out."

"Do you want to live there?"

"I might depending on where I get a job when I finish college." I lied I had no intention of going near the place but I was trying to push him.

"Why have you come here?"

"You and Mother need to decide what to do with it and she is entitled by law to half of it as it's going to be worth nothing by the time you get out with what you guys did to it."

"What does she want to do with it?"

"Sell it and share the money with you so you can buy something when you get out."

"No way will I sell."

"Look something has to be done with it otherwise you will have nothing, what would you like to do with it while you are in here?"

"Could it be rented?"

"It could be but it will take about a year's rent to fix it after the mess you lot left it in."

"I can't do that while I'm in here but I would be prepared to rent it."

"So how do you propose to manage it?"

"I don't know, I can't do it from in here, would you do it?"

"I might if the conditions were right." I was willing to do it but he wasn't going to get much rent out of it if I could get my way as there was a big pile of shit to deal with. I also knew there was no one he could trust me probably included but I was family and female. He probably thought he could manipulate me but I was no longer his eighteen year old innocent daughter who he could trample on anymore.